21. Horny

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He dropped me back to iseul's house

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He dropped me back to iseul's house.. And she wasn't at home.. Thankfully i know her password, so i could get in.. i plopped down on the bed.. I dont know what happened... i cannot think..

I was with him.. In hsi house for quite long time.. I stayed there.. We talked.. He cooked for me.. And he said he likes me.. And we even kissed.. But then.. I don't know what happened.. I don't know why he stopped me in the middle.. Why he said, he will not touch me and neither even get married..

Then what he meant by saying that he likes me..???

Agghhh.. I couldn't think.. My head hurts like crazy.. Am i dreaming?? Or am i in reality??? I don't know.. I need to do something.. Just stop thinking.. Just stop thinking.. This is burst my head..

So i quickly went to the apartment gym.. It was quite late, so there was only a few people there.. I ran on the treadmill.. I don't have strength or focus to do anything else.. I ran, and ran, until my phone rang.. I picked it up, it was iseul...

In call

Iseul- did you get back home???

Yn- yes... i texted you...

Iseul- okay.. But i am out for tonight.. Can you manage???

Yn smiled- ya.. You take your time.. I can do well..

Iseul- okay bye.. I need to hear everything later..

Yn- bye..

End of call

I finished my workout and showered.. And then i finally opened my laptop in days.. And as i checkedmy emails, there were a list of them waiting for me... and all my thoughts were gone.. I didn't work for days.. And now my boss is in rage.. Oh god.. I don't know what i should do..

He asked me the reports of many projects and customers i was working on.. I would die.. I would definitely die.. I need to work..

I quickly made some friedrice for me, as iseul always had rice cooked at the thouse, and then started working.. I need to work really hard to catch up with the work..

Author pov

Yn worked.. She had dinner while working, drank several cups of coffee, and continued finishing the work that was piled up.. And on the other hand, jungkook was packing at him home.. And when he was done with his clothes, he went to the guestroom where yn stayed.. There was a lingering scent of her in the room.. He was sure that he was imagining it.. He sat on the bed, touching the bedsheet with his right hand..

It was imported quality of sheet, but he couldn't feel the silky smooth texture of it, rather he could only feel her skin against his hand.. And the flashback of the moment when she hugged him on this bed came to him..

Her body against his, her smell, her arms wrapped around his neck, her body fitting perfectly against him.. And the way she was mumbling in sleep.. Jungkook could still feel her against his skin, his body, the smell of her hair.. It was haunting..

He quickly got up from the bed, and went to the cupboard, where yn kept her clothes, he needs to send them to her home tonight... bcz tomorrow he will leave and will not be back home for atleast a month..

As he opened the cupboard, it was full with the clothes that he bought for her.. And she didn't even got a chance to wear those.. But still it smelled like her.. It smelled like she was there with him... against his body, smiling, laughing, grinning at him, just the way she always did.. Saying weirdest things confidently.. He saw the tight dress hanging, which she came here wearing.. And taking it out of the hanger, he smelled it..

Jungkook pov

Her smell makes me go crazy.. What is she.. I was always a romantic, believing there would be someone for me in this world, who is just created for me to have.. Just me to take, just me to make mine.. But i was young that time, i didn't knew a thing..

Now i do.. I am older.. I am wiser... i know, that this isn't the case.. Then why??? Why she is messing up with me??? Why i can only smell her all the time??? Why do i want her in my arms now??

As soon as i took a smell of her dress, which she was wearing that date, all her memories came to me..

The day the dress hugged her body tightly.. The way her hair was falling on her back, her scrunched up waist.. Her lifted breasts, her squished together thighs.. The way she covered her cleavage everytime she was leaning down, to hide her body from me... and along with all this, her bright smile..

Ohhh fuck.. I ran to the bathroom.. I can't hold it in anymore.. 

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