𝑯𝒆𝒓 𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒇𝒆𝒄𝒕 𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏

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Marriage was once a significant milestone for me which I've always dreamt of , but today it had become my worst nightmare. It had already scattered the joy and hope of marriage inside me. I know my family never loved and supported me but never in my dream I thought they would push me to such limits and break me entirely.

"Mam don't cry your makeup is getting ruined" the makeup artist said breaking the chain of my thoughts as I look at myself in the mirror I didn't realise when I started to cry.

I stared at my reflection while the makeup artist fixed my makeup and went from there.

I take a deep breath and move to the bed where my phone is kept unlocking my phone I saw the picture of the person who makes me happy, who was always there for me. An unknown smile forms on my face with the alone tear. My ex-boyfriend, he was sunshine in my dark life. We were in a relationship from college.

No, he didn't cheated on me. I'm the one who broke up with him, along with all the promises we made. Deleting the album which is full of his photo I throw my phone in bed.

"Tu ready ho gyi" Here comes my healer my best friend Adhira, I look at her and nodded my head

"Saru....you didn't look good like this, I'm telling you there is still a chance.... just tell the groom everything" worries can be heard in her tone she comes towards me and hugs me tightly

"Everyone is downstairs busy in the preparation of the wedding, if you want I can......."
"No" I don't let her complete her sentence, I know we will have to face the consequences if I try to do anything and my father gets to know about it.

"I'm okay" I said looking at her smiling faintly
"Stop acting, Kisi aur ko bolna jo tujhe n jnta ho mujhe nhi, I know you more than yourself" she said glaring at me
{Tell someone else who doesn't know you, not me, I know you more than yourself."}

I know she thinks for me so much and loves me too but if I elope from marriage then I know I'm not that capable to bear the consequences.

I was in my thoughts then only my big brother because of whom I can persuade my dream of being a designer but it hurts to know he is the one because of whom I'm here marrying another man not my Inder.

"Adhira, you go downstairs I need to talk to Saru" bhai said in a gentle tone as he always talks gently with me and Ira, He is a guardian angel for us.
"Ji Bhai" Ira leaves the room after giving me nod and assurance that she is with me which I reciprocate with a small smile.

"I'm sorry saru..... Bachha mere pss aur koi option ni tha. Tu janti h n papa ko agr main kuch kr skta to jarur krta n, main tujhe aise ni dekh skta. Behan aur dost k bich m phas gya tha aur mujhe tum dono k liye jo shi lga maine choose Kiya" Bhai said getting on his knees and taking my hand, I know he was not in fault, even if I were there, I would have done the same.
{I'm sorry saru.....baby, I had no other option.
You know dad, if I could do something I would definitely do it, I can't see you like this.i was stuck Between sister and friend, I choose whatever felt right for both of you."}

"You don't have to explain bhai, I know everything." I reply hugging him
"Take care of yourself saru, and also Suryaveer is also a nice guy" I close my eyes idk why I feel like this whenever I hear his name or see him. I nod my head at bhai words.

Take some rest and the groom processions must be coming anytime"
Bhai said going towards the door

"Bhai..... Inder..." I ask in a low voice, bhai look at me for a moment and then reply
"I've met him, He is fine saru don't overthink and focus on your marriage" and he leaves.

I sit in bed thinking about my life, how it takes a turn..... It was not that my life was very good before this, but still I was happy with my friend and Inder. But now it's more complicated I'm feeling an unknown emotion which I can't describe.

And also I'm betraying the person I'm going to get married to in a few hours. He didn't know anything about me and also I don't want him to be known to anything, What if he is also like other arrange marriage husband?, what if he forces himself to me?

Many questions were roaming in my mind making my situation worse than before.

I'm on the verge where I started not to feel any connection with anyone. The feeling of giving everything up is eating me from inside. I don't know what I'll do after the marriage?. How will my life be?

Maybe in another time another universe there is a girl with long dark hair and she is loved right by the people who were supposed to love her. Cause here everyone giving me pain, I'm not that strong, people still give me pain.

Life is not easy before right? But now it's just looking pointless to live. I was stupid enough to be in this situation Maybe this is my fate, Maybe maa was right when she said were born to control by my dad.

Closing my eyes I lean into bed the image of life till now start to play in front of me as flashback.......a lone tear escapes my eyes.........

So here is the first chapter I know it's not as good as I expected but what can I do my brain stop braining as I start to write 🤡

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