Everythings going to be okay.

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PIPS POV/
WARNING: mention of ED⚠️.

Ravi and I never argued much. Until recently. The arguments became more frequent as his frustration rose with me not eating.
His fear of me getting a eating disorder topped the fear of hurting my feelings.

So now here I was, sitting alone in the living room while he was in the shower.. crying my eyes out because of a heated argument. Ravi's heart was too pure to say anything rude to me, but just him raising his voice alone hurt more than it should've.
I wish he could just understand.
I cried and cried, and soon felt my body begin to shake rapidly and I felt myself begin to hyperventilate.

anxiety attack.

"ravi." I gasped, hoping and praying that he would hear me over the shower and TV.
But that was like wishing to walk on water, impossible.
I began to feel light- as if I was floating, and gasping for air was not fulfilling the need of oxygen that my body craved.
Panic filled my mind, how can I stop? How do I help myself.
I attempted to stand up but failed and hit the ground with a loud banging sound as my legs gave up on me.
"Pip? You ok?" Ravi yelled from the bathroom.
I couldn't find the words to answer him, nor the energy. I sobbed louder and gasped for air.
The bathroom door opened as Ravi yelled again.
"Pip? Baby?"
It felt like forever until I saw his figure only about five feet away from me, standing in shock.
"Oh God Pip. Hey breathe I'm here."
I shook my head violently and tried to back away from him, as if I was mad he didn't come sooner. However his grip on me was too strong as he pulled me up off the ground and into his arms.
"I know you're upset but guess what? I'm right here to help you. You're okay. Everything is going to be just fine my love".
Tears filled my eyes at his reassurance, however my breathing slowed as he rubbed his hand along my back.
"Here let's sit down." He whispered calmly as he sat us down together on the old leather couch.. still holding me.
He took my hair tie off my wrist and pulled my hair into a messy bun in order to help me cool off. It wasn't until then that I could finally use my words again. How did he know exactly how to calm me down.
"How."
"How what pip? How do I know how to help you? Baby because I know you inside and out."
I smiled slightly as he raised his hand and cupped my face , rubbing his thumb gently against it.
"Everything's gonna be okay, you wanna try eating for me? Not eating can be a major factor of anxiety attacks"

I went to resist against his offer, but the thought of fresh fruit did sound okay right now.
I nodded.
A warm smile flooded over Ravi's face.
"That's my girl". He whispered to me , right before pulling me in for a kiss.

A/N: SORRY IM RUSTY.

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