Random Book Ideas

Friends

What are friends?

Different people have different definitions of the word.

My definition?

Someone who makes you feel included

Someone who supports you

Someone who listens to you

Someone who talkies to you consistently

Someone who makes sure you're included in the conversation

Someone who you can trust

Someone who you wont judge you

Someone who understands you.

I had one of those once.

But she wasn't good for me

She liked to bury her pain and problems under hard drugs and alcohol.

Always high, drunk, or both.

But I loved her.

I still do, though she is lost to me.

Now?

Now i have void in my life, one she left

And no one seems to fit.

But some have succeeded.

I have learned I don't really have friends anymore.

Some people talk to me

But they only do so when it's convenient for them

Only when they need something

I am not the second option

I am the last

Always the last

So yeah.

Friends.