The Calling

Kennedy

"Kenny I would die to have your tits, you need to wear this shirt and show them off for once," Zoe was already picking out my outfit from her own bag since she already knows what my closet looks like. Like I said I wish I had her confidence in clothing, I usually choose not to show my chest off too much. Something has come over me tonight though. Tonight I want to impress Dante, maybe if I show a little more skin it will solve our problems.

"I think I want to sleep with Dante tonight," Zoe paused, picking an outfit for me and just stared at me with a confused look.

"I thought you said you didn't feel ready yet Ken?" She came over and sat by me looking in the mirror before playing with my hair.

I swallowed before I said , "I think it will make him happy and maybe solve some of our problems."

Zoe pulled some of my hair behind my ear before looking at me through my mirror, "Babe just because you think it will make Dante happy doesn't mean you need to do it. It's not gonna solve his problem of texting other girls Kenny. I know how important this stuff is to you and I don't want you to sleep with him and regret it."

I laughed a bit to clear how serious this conversation has gotten, "Says you Zoe, you love getting in bed with men, you said it's one of your favorite hobbies,"

She laughed before putting on a serious face, "You calling me a slut Kenny? No but seriously I wish I would have waited sometimes like you," I frowned and turned to her before squishing her cheeks together. "No, I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that, you shouldn't be ashamed of yourself. I don't know what's gotten into me but I think I want to lose my virginity tonight."

Zoe hugged me and said "I know you're messing with me babe, but for real what you are keeping is sacred and you should only let men who deserve it get it from you. You should know for sure if you're ready, not just think that you are. Sex is good, really good," She let out a snort before continuing, "It's just good that you have been saving yourself for the right time, I wish I was more like you in that way."

"You're perfect the way you are Zoey, now, what outfit did you pick out for me now?" She lifts up her frown and has a mischievous smirk on her face now. She holds up a black mini leather skirt and a long sleeve black sparkly top. The tops sleeves are see-through and have a low v-cut with corset-like lines on the stomach area. I feel my cheeks heat up and I surprised myself by standing up and taking the outfit from her before running into my bathroom. I could see the shock on Zoe's face before I shut the door.

I looked at myself in the mirror and god I looked like a whole other person, but I found myself liking it tonight. The top perfectly held my boobs in place and the skirt was just under my ass.

When I walked out of the bathroom Zoe's jaw dropped practically to the ground before she rushed up to me and grabbed a hold of my shoulder shaking me. "Oh my fucking god Kenny, you could be a supermodel you know that? We just gotta curl your long brown hair and add some eyeliner, that will really pop your blue eyes babe."

"Okay, Okay, I can't believe I'm even wearing this, Dante is gonna love it." A frown appears back on Zoe's face when she leans in and tells me, "Babe, do this for you, wear it for you, not for him. I don't know why you don't just leave him already Ken."

She turned around and sat on the bed getting the makeup ready for us, "Zoe I like him, my parents love him and I don't know he's the only guy to give me this type of attention." Zoe looks appalled at me, "Kenny are you serious, like are you blind. Everywhere we go men are drooling over you, and when you make eye contact with one of them you get all red and practically hide behind me babe." We let out a loud cackle of laughter, "Zoey, I do not hide behind you!" I laugh with her before she gets all serious again, "Okay but I think there are like a million guys out there that could treat you ten times better."

I shrug off her comment with a laugh before we both finished getting ready.

By the time we finished our looks Dante was texting asking where we were at. I told him we were about to leave and when we headed out the door we both looked in the mirror. I couldn't believe I was looking at myself, and I felt good about it. I had this weird energy in me but that could also be the three shots Zoe convinced me to do with her. Zoe looked hot in a mini jean skirt with a pink top that only covered her boobs. I sent a quick text to my mother and father letting them know that I am going out with Zoe and that we will spend the night with her. We ended up getting an uber to Dante's frat house and the confidence in me started to die down as soon as we stepped foot on the front lawn.

Zoe could see the nervousness in me and she grabbed my hand. "Babe breathe, you look hot as fuck, there's nothing to be nervous about," she whispered in my ear as we entered the front door.

Walking in it was what I usually saw at these things, people making out like nobody is in the room, boys with their shirts off, and groups of people dancing or doing shots together. My thoughts were interrupted by Dante coming into view. His curly brown hair a mess on his head and his shirt halfway unbuttoned revealing what a sweaty mess he was. He obviously had been drinking a lot before I came.

"Ken, wow, y-you look really good," his drunken compliment had my cheeks brighten up for sure. "She looks better than good Dante, she's the hottest one in this place," Zoe shouted at him over the loud music. He replied quietly, "Yeah."

What is that supposed to mean? Was that a good yeah or a sarcastic yeah? Do I look good enough for him? My eyes scan around the room and I see a lot of men staring at me and girls whispering. Dante and I probably weren't the most normal couple. Like me and Zoe, we were opposites as well. I know a lot of people probably wonder how he is with me since he is so popular and I think about that too sometimes.

"Wanna come somewhere quieter with me Ken?" Dante asked me and I looked at Zoe and saw she caught her attention on a group of girls she talks to sometimes. I nodded my head and took his hand while he led us to his bedroom upstairs. I felt nerves in me shoot up but I swallowed them and followed Dante.

As soon as we entered the bedroom his hands were on my waist pulling me to sit on his lap while he sat on his bed. His lips were on mine and I could tell he was hungry for more. His tongue swiped my bottom lip wanting to get in between them. I could taste the hard liquor on his breath when I let him in and soon he was on top of me and I was pinned underneath. I was ready, ready for him to have all of me. The way he was kissing my neck gave me more confidence than I have ever had.

"STOP"

He got off of me before I could even realize that the "stop" came from my mouth. I don't know what happened but all of a sudden I got nervous and was no longer ready. "I'm so sorry Dante- '' I tried apologizing but before I could even finish Dante was yelling over me.

"Just shut the fuck up Kennedy, you know how much patience I've had with you? You lead me on and then stop it every time and I'm tired of it." He slammed his fist on his nightstand. He's never acted this mad at me. "I'm really sorry Dante, I thought I was ready but maybe I just need more time-" He interrupted me again by slamming his fist against his bed this time. "No Kennedy I've been waiting for you and its fucking annoying like Jesus Christ its just fucking sex."

His words dug right into my heart. "I'm sorry Dante, I'm gonna go downstairs for a bit and find Zoe. Do you want to come with me?"

"Fuck Kennedy no I don't want to come with I'm just gonna go to bed." His voice quieted down a bit.

"Okay I'm sorry-'' I couldn't even finish before he yelled at me to just get out. I left his room with tears brimming at the corners of my eyes.