The Calling

Kennedy

When Weston told me to get ready for the party I felt like I had no choice, I'm trying to work on standing up for myself but for some reason, I want to impress him. I don't know what it is about Weston, but I feel some sort of drawing towards him. Right when he left my room I hopped in the shower and started getting ready. I was nervous but excited to see if Weston is taking this as a date or maybe he is just inviting me because he felt bad.

I curled my hair to make it a bit wavy, through on some mascara and eyeliner, and then sorted out my outfit. I'm going to embrace my body tonight. Zoey always said she wished she had my body but I never believed her. I used to cover up a bit mainly because of my parent's dress code but on nights when she dragged me to a party or we would sneak out I always liked having Zoey dress me.

A lot of these clothes I bought today were for getting more into the California style but also because I felt good when I was getting dressed up by Zoey. So I decided to get a few, okay maybe a lot of going out clothes that I probably wasnt going anywhere where I would end up wearing these. But tonight, I can.

I picked out a mini black jean skirt, the shortest I think I've ever wore. For my top I picked out this beautiful dark green, I'm more of a vibrant color person but this color caught my eye. It perfectly rounds out my breasts and fits smoothly.

I was confident as I was walking out the door and got to the stairs but once I saw everyones eyes on mine I felt all that confidence go down. I tried walking down the stairs as smoothly as possible and even though I saw all the guys eyes on me, I could only focus on Westons. I watched as his eyes looked me all the way up before they stopped on mine. His brown eyes darkened a bit some how and his tongue swiped out and licked his bottom lip. Remeber that heartbeat I mentioned earlier, well its back after that.

When I caught his eyes with mine he straightend up a bit and smiled his perfect cheeky smile at me. Matt complimented me and so did Weston, I know my cheeks were on fire.

Which now brings me to where I am in the back of a truck sitting in between Weston and Matt while Bry is driving, with Logan sitting in the middle seat and Chris is in the passenger.

Matt and Westons arms are litterally crushing me like they are huge. We have been playing music on the way there and its honestly settled my nerves a bit. But when we stepped out on to the lawn of the house, I got flashbacks. Me and Zoey were just doing this not even a month ago, and I remembered how that ended. I was tensed up a bit the moment we stepped out of the truck and I think Weston sensed I was too. He walked over to me and put a hand on my shoulder before whispering in my ear, "You look nervous, theres nothing to be nervous about its going to be okay and you are going to meet alot of new people." His words calmed me for a second before his hand was ripped off of me as Matt swung his arm over my shoulder. "You ready Ken-Doll?" I couldnt even answer Matt because next thing you know it he is walking us inside with me under his arm. I looked back to Weston and him laughing made me start laughing as well.

I have a feeling I'm not going to get rid of Matt as easily as I thought. Matt was really charming and he was one of those people I can see being a great friend in the future.

As we walked in, with the rest of the boys trailing behind, a group of people swarmed us. There was alot of "Bro handshakes", and "Bro hugs" being passed along throughout the group. Matt introduced me to a bunch but it seemed like people already knew who I was, as if somebody was talking about me moving in beforehand.

When I stared around some more I noticed little groups of girls kind of whispering and staring before walking away. What was that about, I just got here. Next thing you know it some drunk frat-looking boy walked through the group and looked at me dead in the eye, "Oh hey there, you must be Baseball Annie."