The Calling

Kennedy

After Weston left all mysteriously to do whatever he is doing, Matty ended up begging me to go swimming with him, but I said no.

Which is why I am fully clothed in the pool, after being thrown in.

"If you would've said yes Ken I would've let you go put a swimsuit on," Matty laughed before jumping in after me. I splashed him angrily before softening my face and noticing how nice the water felt.

We both swam for a bit, having a few fights before deciding on getting out. I needed to clean up my room before Amelia came over, I still had some boxes and junk I needed to throw away.

After I got dressed I looked under my bed and grabbed the rest of the flattened boxes to throw away. I was also looking for those collage picture frames I had but I couldn't find them anywhere. Weird.

I quickly brought out the trash and went and met Amelia outside. "Hey I think your ex bestie is trying to be my friend." Her sentence stopped me dead in my tracks.

'What are you talking about," I pulled her closer and opened the door. "She followed me on Instagram, but there's not much to see, no posts?" She laughed which made me laugh as we walked up the stairs.

"That's weird, and yeah, it looks like she deleted everything for some reason." I tried to shut the thoughts away when we got to my room and I think Amelia realised that. "But anyways, any updates on you and Weston?"

"No, we kissed today but he won't let us do anything until tomorrow, I wonder what he has planned for us, he hasn't told me anything." I giggled like a teenage girl as Amelia squealed and pushed us down on the bed.

We both lay facing up at the ceiling, our arms interlocked. "Did it hurt when you lost it?"

My question caused Amelia to turn towards me, I turned over too, her face brought up in confusion. "When you had sex for the first time, did it hurt? Was it bad? I'm scared."

She brought her hand to my arm, "It hurts at first, it stings, but after a while, it feels good if the man is doing it right." She chuckled and it eased my nerves.

"If you're scared why are you going to do it with him?" She smiled at me and I turned, looking back at the ceiling. "I'm scared, but when I'm with him I don't feel that way anymore. As gushy as it sounds, he makes me feel safe. I'm just nervous that I will be bad at it or something." I couldn't help but also laugh.

Amelia sat upright. "That's a good thing, Ken, that you feel that way. I was nervous the first time too. And there's nothing you could be bad at. You get to lay back and be a pillow princess while he is the one working." I sat up, bellowing over in laughter.

My laugh was interrupted when there was a knock on my door but when I tried to get up Amelia stopped me. "Nope I'll get it, it must be lover boy." She winked at me before opening the door. She was right, Weston was standing there, "Oh sorry I didn't realize you were here yet." He smirked over at me and tried walking inside but Amelia shut him down.

"Nope, Kennedy is mine tonight lover boy. You have here to yourself tomorrow night, no boys allowed, well except Bry, he is one of the girls." Weston put his hands up and backed up out of the door as I laughed.

"Well, well, well. Bry had one night where he did shots in here with you, and now he is accepted? If I had known that I would've brought up a bottle," Weston laughed as he spoke before giving me one last look as Amelia shut the door.
"Bry was fun that one night wasn't he?" I seem to be a laughing fit today, everything here makes me happy. It distracts me from the hurt I still feel in my heart sometimes.

"But on a serious note Ken, only if you think you are ready, you should do it with him. If you're not ready I am sure he will understand that." I smiled at Amelia's words, but deep down, those same words came out of Zoey's mouth. I shook my head out of that thought.