(AoT x male!reader) The honored one

Chp 1. That day

Year 845
Shiganshina district

There were 2 people running in chaos who were holding your hand

???: Don't let anybody see your eyes! They're a gift from god, don't let anybody see them!

??? 2: You're special! You aren't like everyone else!

(y/n): *sobs* what are you talking about!? My eyes? What's with them!?

???: Do what we say, it's very important!

(y/n): what?

A flashbang came through his sight, and then he woke up, with tears in his face in a... Where was he? He feels a blindfold in his face

(y/n): why can't I see? Wait, I remember something about nobody can see my eyes, but who said that? Wait... Who am I?

He touches his head with obvious confusion and headache

(y/n): wait, I remember something, my name is (y/n), but, what's my last name? I'm so freaking confused. Am I in a bed?

(y/n): Hey! Is somebody there!?

Then, he hears some footsteps coming right to him

nurse: oh you're awake, how does your eyes feel? It hurts?

(y/n): I don't know why, but, I don't feel any pain

nurse: are your parents nearby?

(y/n): my... Parents?  Well, I don't know, I don't remember anything about what happened, about my family, I don't even remember their names... I only remember what my name is, I don't even know if they're still alive...

nurse: *gasp* oh my god! Why a kid like you had to suffer all of this, this isn't fair at all... When the titans came in and broke the wall Maria, all the people tried to take refuge and the doctors are saturated due to all the death and injuried people...

(y/n): the wall is broken!? Why!? Is there even a titan that can broke the wall!?

nurse: well, actually, there were two of them, one was bigger than the wall and doesn't have any skin at all, he broke the exterior door. And the other had the skin very hard, like an armour, and have blond hair, he broke the inner wall

(y/n): blond hair... Hard skin... Like an armour... It can't be!

Then, an image comes to you, an armoured titan breaking the wall, you were with two people, one man and one woman, but you don't recognise their faces, like they were faceless. They were yelling something at you, when the titan broke the wall, a lot of huge rocks started flying, one of them started to see bigger and bigger for you, like its coming closer, and then, you stopped seeing anything. But you felt angry about that titan, you wanted to... Anvenge...but, avenge what exactly? Who were those 2 people? You didn't know, but you know you had to take revenge on that titan, in seconds, all the rage started to change into fear and sadness...

(y/n): oh god... I'm scared, I don't want to die *starts crying*

nurse: what? Hey, hey! Stop crying, there's nothing happening, you're save *she hugged you*

When you felt the hug, you feel a warm sensation in you. In a few minutes, you stopped crying and said:

(y/n): where are we?

nurse: in a boat, all the refugees are here, well, not everyone... Some people didn't have the time to get in the boat, because of all the chaos...

(y/n): i see... Can you help me go outside the room?

Nurse: sure

She held your hand to the outside, then you started hearing a lot of people talking and crying, but one boy, in tears started to yell:

???: I will exterminate all of them!! There will be no one alive!!!

???: Eren...

In that year, the government took action, transferring all the people from the wall Maria to the interior of the wall Rose. The titans that came to the wall Maria have eaten 10.000 people.

In a few days, all the refugees were sent into the farmlands, including you, so the food reserve grows. But it was not enough to prevent food shortages.

In the year 846, the royal government planned to retake the wall Maria using the refugees, 250.000 of them. But, only a few hundred came back. With that sacrifice, the food shortages started to minimised.

You remembered all the screams of the people being eaten, getting crazy because of the hunger or even killing themselves. The worst thing of this year is that you were... Alone... An 11 year old, blind child was alone in the refugee camp, hearing all the chaos caused by the titans... Wait... By the titans... All of this chaos, of this hunger and death cycle was due to the titans, it was their fault!

One of the few memories you had was of some... Soldiers? With a cape and a symbol with wings in the back, coming from the outside of the wall. They were... Heroes! They sacrificed their lives so humanity has the possibility of being free, even if that possibility was almost nothing. You remembered asking about them to the neighbours of the street, they told you their name... The survey corps!

You enlisted into the army, so you could join in the survey corps and sacrife your life to humanity, to kill all the titans that gave your people all the suffering.

Year 850
Trost district, training corps camp

???: In this moment, all of you are officially in the 104th training corps! Unfortunately for you, me! Keith shadis! Will be the instructor of this basic corp! I'm not here to give you a warm welcome! All of you are just food for the titans! Understood!? For this 3 years, I will train you all so you will stop being a useless piece of crap! I will train you to beat a titan! In 3 years, when you come across with a real titan... You all will be the same useless peace of crap, or you will be the champion who will kill them all!?

(y/n): bet you I will

Shadis: the decision is yours