Twists and Turns

Chapter 2

Carters P.O.V

Its been 8 hours since I ran away from Tegon and Kayla, and all I've done is cry in this tree house me and Tegon made when we were younger. We loved this tree house, I haven't been in it for years though. Everything is soo familiar, other than the door that seemed way bigger when we were little, Now i have to crawl to get through it... but everything else even the ladder with our names written all over it so if anyone found they would know it was ours. When we built this tree house we made sure it was big so we could hang out, draw, talk or whatever we wanted to do with plenty of room left over.. We spent days here getting to know each other, Gawd do i miss her!! The hardest thing to see was the picture wall.. It had tons of pictures of me and Tegon, and with some of the "newer" ones Me Tegon and Kayla... Its amazing how one wall full of pictures can bring back such wonderful memories.

Having some time on my hands here I've tried to figure out why I did what I did. I've decided that it was my emotions that took over my entire body... I just couldn't stand how she said his name, and how her eyes twinkled when she looked at him. I don't even want to say the guys name it sickens me. I have loved Tegon from the first day we met which will be exactly 11 years ago tomorrow. Thinking about all this makes me wanna cry even harder, and i never cry! The think that makes me just want to die is the fact that she doesn't love me the way i love her. We have only ever been best friends, nothing more which hurts me deeply. But i guess it is better than not having her in my life at all, shes the reason i get up in the morning. She knows my whole life story and has never one laughed or made fun of it! She even knows of my old habit. The same habit that almost killed me, but thanks to Tegon it didn't. Gawd I love her. I swear I could star cutting again with no regrets, but i couldn't live without Tegon so I've decided i wont do it.

I

 really miss everything about her, her laugh, all her wonderful advice, the way that she knows she can trust me with anything, but the thing I really miss about her is how just gives me a hug for no good reason all the time. I know its only been 8 hours, but if I don't get her back soon, I'm going to crack! I need to protect her, she says she can take care of herself but I know she cant, she is just so petite and fragile. Thats just the quality those god damn jocks look for, petite, fragile, and gorgeous. Everything that Tegon has. The worse part is those jocks only want to get in her pants. That makes me want to barf. I need to fix this right now. But first i need to make a stop.

Tegons P.O.V

"Why, why, why.....?" thats all i can say since Carter ran away from me. The boy i love ran away from me and never looked back. I don't even know why he ran away but I'm pretty sure its my fault. He ran away 8 hours ago and I haven't heard from him at all. I have called him too many times to count, and texted him about 100 times... No reply. This is killing me, the longest we ever stay apart is when we have to go home to sleep, and sometimes we call each other in the middle of the night because we miss each other. Thats how close we are. I know he used to cut and I'm praying to God he hasn't done that while hes been gone.

I skipped school after he ran away because i wouldn't have been able to concentrate anyway so why waste my time? When I got home i threw on this www.polyvore.com/tegons_lounge_clothes/set and went looking for Carter for a little while, I just walked up and down every street in town Screaming his name. 

Aiden will be home soon and I cant let him see me like this. He will get all brotherly and over protective and probably go looking for Carter just to hurt him for hurting me.

"Tegon! I'm home baby sister!" Aiden called him the front door. 

"Hi Aiden, how was work?" I said trying to sound sad, but failing..

"Tegon whats wrong? Have you been crying?!" He sounded worried, no more cheeriness in him voice.

I couldn't keep it bottled up anymore, and he was my brother he deserved to know, I cant just lie to him.

"It's Carter, I made him mad somehow and he screamed at me and then ran away. I haven't seen or heard from him in 8 hours, and I'm scared he's going to start cutting again!" I broke down crying harder than i had all day, i swear my body was going to cry out all the water I had in it.

Aiden just hugged me tightly and let me cry on his shirt. There was probably make-up all over his shirt, but i didn't care i just needed someone to cry on.