Loaded up on all the
Right insecurities
To make the perfect mix
Of self sabotage and
Healthy standardsNever quite the right taste
For anyone else
Always bitter and fruitless
With an aftertaste
Saturated in griefPour another and watch
While I drown myself
In trying so hard to be
Someone people care about
While also being myself
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