Just Like That

• Chapter Twenty- Four •

|| Lacy

I'm sitting in my room, admiring all the love that I'm getting from my fans. I have the best fans ever. They help me through so much.

"Lacy?" I hear Chris's voice, softly.

I quickly glance up, instantly snarling at him. I don't like that we are on different terms, but it's for the best. It's not like I wanted this, it's his fault.

"Hey," I shortly reply.

"I have to explain."

He was acting innocent. I don't know whether I want to listen to him, or have myself escort him out. Even though I don't really have that option, it's not only my room.

"You can try," I was shaken, not wanting to look at him.

He hurt me. I have gone through so much in my life, I don't need him to make it worse.

"I talked to Crawford earlier. He's the reason why I'm standing here right now."

"That's good for you two," I was being cold.

"I'm going to tell you exactly what I told Crawford. You can ask him after if you don't believe me."

I didn't reply. Getting my charger out of the little travel bag it came in was the real struggle. My phone was almost dead.

"I didn't even think that this was so important, until now I realize that I should tell you what happens when I meet fans directly. I made a mistake of not telling you that while the girl was taking the photo, the other girl placed my hands to her while forcing me in a kiss. I didn't think that it was a big deal. I realize that it is now..."

He's saying that the fan had planned it all along to make him look like a cheater? She's not really a fan then. I know this should be a moment where I forgive him and move on with life, but I'm still hurt that he didn't think about telling me.

"How can you be that stupid? I was terrified about the fact that my boyfriend cheated on me with a fan. There were hours that I had spent crying over you. Until I realized that you were just being stupid and not sharing any details about your life. Especially when a girl frames you for doing something you didn't!" I let all my anger out. My eyes were getting puffy, wet, hurting from all the tears that escaped my eyes.

My feelings were crushed. I am physically and emotionally unstable. He doesn't understand how I'm feeling right now. Like is he blind?

"Lacy, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the part of me that didn't want to tell you something that will get you all fired up. Even though that's really attractive to me. I still don't like seeing you upset over something. I hate when you're down and I feel the obligation to make your problems all better, when I can't. You are my world, Lacy. You know that I love you. No matter how special anyone is to me, you're the one to make me a better person, keep me on the right track. For months I felt like a better Chris. Now that I'm the one who is making you feel this way kills me inside. I hate myself for making a big mistake. I love you so much. There will never be a girl that comes before you. Unless it's my mother," A tear starts to form in his eye.

My heart was slowly crashing. He puts words a certain way that I could never say. I still can't process my mind right now. I feel every emotion in my head clashing.

"Lacy, please just give me another chance, please?"

My head is spinning. Do I forgive him? Do I leave the room to gather my thoughts? What thoughts need to be gathered? Oh wait, these do.

"Christian-"

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CLIFF HANGER! OMG THANK YOU ALL FOR EVERYTHING! MY NEE BABY BROTHER IS BORN 💓 Ezekiel James Allen Miller. He is so special to me. I love him so much! BIT THANK YOU GIYS AGAIN & I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD DAY/ NIGHT 😁💘