i hate you.

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if only you knew that my hatred was a mask for my undying love for you: sometimes it is hard to put it into words so you end up telling them the opposite.

I hate everything you are.
I hate everything that you will be.

I hate the way your name
sings songs in my ear.

I hate the shine in your eyes
that blurs my vision from its sparkle.

I hate your hands
for the work it does,
always helping others
when it should really be
helping me.

I hate that no matter
what I do or how much
time seems to pass,
you're the only
person I ever think about.

I hate the way that
I gravitate toward you,
like a starved man
nearing its next meal.

I hate hate hate you
but if you were to give
up on me—
give into my
distance, I'd hate me too.

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