if only you knew that my hatred was a mask for my undying love for you: sometimes it is hard to put it into words so you end up telling them the opposite.I hate everything you are.
I hate everything that you will be.I hate the way your name
sings songs in my ear.I hate the shine in your eyes
that blurs my vision from its sparkle.I hate your hands
for the work it does,
always helping others
when it should really be
helping me.I hate that no matter
what I do or how much
time seems to pass,
you're the only
person I ever think about.I hate the way that
I gravitate toward you,
like a starved man
nearing its next meal.I hate hate hate you
but if you were to give
up on me—
give into my
distance, I'd hate me too.
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existential crisis: wellness and health
Poetryfor the ones who are hurt, heartbroken, overthinking, overwhelmed, and feel like they're slowly suffocating: OR for the ones who are deeply madly in love, are terribly obsessed, and or in a state of unrequitedness: "I hope you find the comfort you a...