Looking- An Sbi Adoption Au

the end.

helloooooo

been a while hasn't it?

as you can tell from the chapter title I am not continuing this fic for many reasons which i will be trying to explain the best I can.

The main reason I'm discontinuing is that i cannot continue to write about the Brighton Biter in a good conscience. Giving this horrible man a character who i actually had a great story planned out for is not something i can bring myself to do especially knowing he was once based from an actual creator. Not to mention I don't feel comfortable giving him relationships with any of the other characters when many of them have publicly stated their distaste for him.

Another reason I'm discontinuing is that I'm simply not interested anymore. I started to fall out of the fandom when Techno passed away and I'm (gladly) pretty much entirely out now. Yes I still watch like 3 creators separately but they've all changed since then and have entirely different platforms now.

I've also moved completely away from Wattpad as a whole, I've found Ao3 is much better for the fanfiction i consume now (because Wp has ZERO good Supercorp/Supergirl fics) and i haven't even opened this app since the last update other than once because one if my friends i met through here brought up their notifications and I thought it would be funny if I checked to see how many I had. I don't use the app anymore, i don't care much for it. The only reason I'm not deleting it once I upload this is for memories honestly.

I hope you realize i was also a 12 (?) year old when I started this fic. I'm gonna be 15 in 3 months.  I started this when i started middle school and I'm about to start highschool now. My writing style is incredibly different than it was 3 years ago (and I am an entirely different person), I cringe and my previous abilities and quite frankly i HATE it and I'm tempted to delete this fic in its entirety.

I've been experiencing a massive block in my writing too and with that added onto my memory loss issues that I need to figure out I don't think I could even efficiently attempt to continue this fic while making it accurate AND good.

my final reason for discontinuing this fic is that I don't have enough in me for it 🤷. I quite frankly do not care about this to the extent i used to. My mental health has not been in a good place recently. I'm in the process of figuring out jobs and finances and drivers-ed and just trying to get ready to set myself up for a good future. Plus I'm horrible at being responsible so since I'm starting highschool i really need to get my shit together and find a healthy routine and balance. I don't have it in me to continue to care about a fic that I have no interest in the fandom of.

I do appreciate all the support and opportunities this app, fandom, and fanfiction have given me and I hope all of your kind words and I hope all of you go far in life.

I'm gonna do a little update about me really quick before I go and give you social media plugs and everything so woo! (also i'm dropping the semi-formal language here bc i CANT)

So i finished middle school with straight As!! even in gym and Geometry which was fucking GREAT for me !

  I also started clarinet last summer and did my first year of band in school as an 8th grader (keep in mind most everybody else had already been playing their instruments since 6th grade). I was promptly told I was one of the best players my teacher had and I was nominated for BOTH local honor bands (i only got into one of them but it was AWESOME anyway). I'm going to continue the instrument through highschool too and I'm hoping to join the marching band as a sophomore?!?!

I'm going to be going on lots of vacations this summer, I've already been on 3 mini ones (left Minnesota for 2 but they were both family bs). Im going to Missouri next, then I have a missions trip (oh yeah I'm also Christian now! thats a new development you probably weren't expecting), and then we have a family vacation, and I'm probably gonna end up in Minneapolis like 3 more times between all that.