"Unlovable is quite the strong word for a fragile soul like you my darling."
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-IN WHICH , an schizophrenic && ptsd wielding ex-soldier going through grief is pushed on a mission by chris redfield, and along the way is taken by one group of vampir...
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Apologies that this took so long . One rewrite and no motivation later . This is what my tiny brain came up with after a few weeks (almost 2 months later..) so bask in the sweet alci<33 and thank you so much for 1k .! Means bunches lovelies.
CHAPTER TWELVE , PAGE FOURTEEN ★ •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• SECOND PERSON POV.
After your dream . Waking up and looking at her would be embarrassing. So anytime she tries to talk or engage in a conversation with you. You would glance away or just say you were tired . After a while she unsurprisingly caught on.
You cut some of the fluffy pancake with a smile while daniela ranted about a new book . A romance one (the kind she loves)
"The end was slightly disappointing. I thought it would be more.. tragic. But im glad it ended off pretty happy" she said excitedly. You chuckled eating the pancake and gulping it down.
"It seems like a good book , i liked the part when-" you were cut off by a knock. Daniela set the book down on your dresser , going to the door and opening it.. revealing her. You weren't ignoring her.. just avoiding her because of the very odd dream you had . Instead of talking. She barely likes you . Why would you tell her about the dream of you being married to her and kissing her like that would be a death wish.
You say daniela give you a small wave and left you and her alone . You shuffled and avoided her eyes . You were focused on anything..
"Y/n.." she said. You stayed looking out the window. Looking at the slowly rising sun.
"Y/n look at me." She said. You couldn't. You shook your head as a no. Without warning her hand softly gripped your jaw turning your head . You looked at her. Gorgeous as normal , beautiful curls . Every thing about her is-
You cut your thoughts off . Her hand on your jaw . It was making difficult. Her gloved hands against your skin. You blinked up at her and she stared at you
"You've been avoiding me... and ignoring me." The words flowed off her tongue in that so sexy voice she has . You gulped at the confrontation. And you stared up into her honey like eyes
"I-"
"You have been saying you are tired and don't wish to speak." She said . Her thumb even started to caress your bottom lip . Your mouth opened , but you quickly shut it again and she removed her hand from your face
"Something is troubling you." Her voice was making butterflies erupt but you just stared at the white sheets
"M'lady i don't know-"
"Lies will result in a punishment." Was all she said but your cheeks flushed . And you stared up at her . The way she said it. How she said it. Your stomach dropped (in a good way) . Your mind did go to the gutter . Do doubt. You wondered how her hands would feel between-
"It.. it was about a dream." You mumbled. Were you going to lie . Yes , but partially be truthful.. also yes
"Explain.." her tone was still serious . Not like the soft and caring tone she normally gave you.
"It was odd... it was about my.. uh-" you cut off . you couldn't just explain that would be harder . And for some reason she knows when your lying. Making it even more difficult
You gulped and sighed
"It was about the... nightmare about me getting shot again." You said in a fake upset tone. She sighed
"Y/n i just-"
"Im not lying though.." you looked up at her with a pair of fake sad eyes. She stared back. Her eyes sparkled lightly and she let go of your chin. Her eyes were still glued to eyes for a moment. Before nodding.
"Okay. As you say." She said back in a slightly cold tone.
"What did you come to me for.?" You asked softly . Sitting up slightly. You started to feel a bit better. Still sore but. Slightly better than not being able to move an inch.
"I came to give you your medication." Something in your gut told you that she was lying but you grabbed the small pill cup from her. Putting one in your mouth and swallowing it. Along with the next one . You set the small paper cup down and looked at her again
"Was that all..?" You asked. She parted her lips before you felt her hand touch yours. A light touch. You glanced down at her hand. The slight contact made you look up at her. Before grabbing her hand fully.
No let go of her hand-
Your thoughts were loud but it didn't matter . She also glanced at your hand ... she didn't move it was like she was enjoying having her hand in yours... while secretly you enjoyed it as well. Alot.
She cleared her throat. You didn't notice at the moment but.. she gripped your hand tightly. She didn't want to let you go.
"I wanted to see if your stab wounds and . I wanted to see where you are in physical strength." She said back in her normal tone.. but with a bit of softness to it ... she reluctantly let go of your hand . You looked at her and nodded. You lifted your arm . Which had a iv pierced in. Seeing bandages . It wasn't soaked in blood . But . It still hurt to the touch.
She started to tend to every thing. Checking and cleaning your wounds to prevent infection. You sighed . You didn't mind her but.. she was so.. caring to you (when you dont disobey her) and all these other sweet traits.
It made your heart swell in a way .... Shes not bad . She's actually sweet-
Until a knock ruined the moment. You pulled away slowly and glanced at the door then back at her
"I... i will leave you to rest" her words faltered and you swore you saw a ting of pink on her pale cheeks ... she was flustered.
'Why is she flustered? Its not because of me it-' Your thoughts throughly cut off . When you heard the cheerfull voice of daniela ring through your ears . You glanced to see her (hood off)
She gave you a small hug and sat down... she was gone . Like a wispy breath of air... how did she leave so quickly?
"Does mother know?" She asked suddenly. You looked up and shook your head
"No... i dont want her to know and i don't wish for her to know." You mumbled moving your bandaged hand .
"Am i leaving soon?" You asked her and she shook her head
"In another few weeks.." she said. You could feel the aftermath but you were sick of being bed ridden
You and daniela talked about whatever. But you were zoned out of the conversation. Your mind drifted to one taller noble woman... alcina dimitrescu
