yes i changed the therapist! it's janet jackson now cuz i love her deep. kisses 💋 .beyoncé's pov:
date: wednesday, february 15th 2023.
location: bel air, california.time: 10:06pm.
i settled into the chair, my emotions still raw from the confrontation with my family.
"i had to leave," i began, my voice wavering slightly. "it was too much, everything just .. erupted."
janet nodded understandingly. "tell me what happened beyonce," she prompted gently, her eyes filled with compassion.
"i ... i don't even know where to start," i confessed, feeling overwhelmed. "it's like ... i went from wanting to confront my father to... losing control completely."
janet leaned forward attentively. "it sounds like there's a lot of pent-up emotion there," she observed softly. "sometimes, when we're faced with intense situations, our reactions can surprise even ourselves."
tears welled up in my eyes as i struggled to make sense of my own actions. "all i wanted was to protect michelle," i admitted. "but i don't even understand ... why? after everything that's happened between us, why did i react like that? why do i still feel the need to protect her?"
janet reached out a hand, offering silent support. "it's okay to feel conflicted," she reassured me gently. "relationships, especially complicated ones, can stir up a mix of emotions. what matters is how we process those feelings."
"i just ... i hate that i let him get to me," i confessed, my voice trembling with frustration. "he knows how to push my buttons and i hate that he used michelle against me like that."
jackson nodded in understanding. "it's understandable to feel hurt and angry," she acknowledged. "but remember, your reaction was a sign of your deep emotions, not weakness."
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Fanfictionafter years of celibacy and focusing on her mental health advocacy, michelle is drawn back into past loves and old wounds. on the other hand, beyoncé is guided by her therapist, janet jackson, to confront her feelings for michelle. after a freak a...