after years of celibacy and focusing on her mental health advocacy, michelle is drawn back into past loves and old wounds.
on the other hand, beyoncé is guided by her therapist, janet jackson, to confront her feelings for michelle.
after a freak a...
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date: monday, march 13th 2023. location: bel air, ca →atlanta, georgia.
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time: 2:58am.
it was 2:58 in the morning when i woke up, my heart racing with a mix of anticipation and nerves. i'd gone to bed early, much earlier than usual, at 9 pm.
my alarm was set for 4:05am and my mind buzzed with excitement, thoughts of michelle filling my dreams and waking hours alike.
but at 3:34, i slipped out of bed, i couldn't wait any longer .. i needed to see her but i was careful not to disturb jay.
the soft light from the bedside lamp cast gentle shadows across the room as i padded silently towards the bathroom. my heart raced with a mix of excitement and nerves.
today was the day i would finally see michelle again.
but she wouldn't get to see me.
in the bathroom, i moved through my morning routine mechanically, the excitement coursing through me.
i opted for comfort over glamour, slipping into some sweatpants and an old hoodie. my hair, usually a carefully styled mane, was hastily tied back into a simple ponytail.
you know the ponytail she had in her hair in get me bodied? yeah .. that ponytail. = authors note.
i wore no makeup today; i wanted to blend in, to be just another face in the crowd.
and by 4:58, i was finally ready.
as i made my way to the stairs, the faint glow emanating from what i could see was blue's room caught my attention.
it was far too early for anyone to be up, especially blue.
my footsteps slowed, curiosity and a hint of annoyance mingling in my mind.
