aren't you excitedTHE WEEKDAY HAD WENT BY and it was now Sunday night.
"Hey.."she spoke
"Hey, did you want anything..like food or anything?"he asked as she walked into his house.
"I'm fine thanks, but- so they're actually gone for the weekend?"Mika asked
"Yea.."He nodded
She frowned.
"I'm sorry" she mumbled wrapping her arms around his neck. He wrapped his arms around her waist, he didn't say anything back. She moved her hand up and down the back of his neck and along his fluffy hair.
"What'd you wanna do?"She asked pulling away from the hug as his hands were still on her waist and her hands were still in his hair.
"Just chill..."He added she nodded pulling further away from him as he let go of her.
She went over to his room, as he followed right behind her.
She walked in going to her usual side and sitting herself on his bed. She looked down at her feet taking her shoes off looking down at her white crew socks. He grabbed a blanket as she took off her jacket and folded it before dropping it on his carpet floor.
She swung herself fully on his bed as he did the same, he gave her the blanket as he surfed through some movies on a streaming line.
He looked at her, as she pulled her phone out looking at her messages along with the time.
"Did you have something in mind?"he asked looking down at his socks.
"No, choose what you want.."she smiled folding her lips in turning off her phone to place it on his nightstand. He nodded as she moved over closer to him, once he found a movie he played it.
She made sure the blankets covered the both of them. He slouched down some against his pillow as he wrapped his arm around her shoulders.
She looked up at him kissing his cheek.
He looked back down at her.
It was still silent between them.
She then just aimlessly placed her lips on his getting half way on top of him, he placed his hand on her thigh rubbing up and down slowly. She placed her hand on his flat stomach moving down towards his groin.
He pulled away from her lips immediately as she moved down.
She felt him tense up.
"I don't wanna do this right now.."He sighed as she immediately took her hand off of him.
"Okay.."she added bitting the corner of her lip. She just sat back down where she was before and zoned out while a look of guilt was on his face.
"I'm sorry.."He sighed
She nodded as she started playing with her fingers. He placed his hand on top of hers looking over at her.
"Hey, don't be upset with me.."He mumbled
"...I'm not, I just wanna know what's wrong"She confessed
"..it's not important"He added
"It obviously fucking is if-"
"Never mind, just forget it. I think I should go" She mentioned
"Why're you leaving, you just got here?"he asked
"...I feel embarrassed"She added looking down
"Don't be.."He insisted
"So what am I here for?"She asked
"I just genuinely wanted to hangout tonight"
"Did you think l just wanted to fuck?"He added
"Isn't that usually how it goes?"
"You ask to hangout and in less than ten minutes we're all over one another.."She admitted
"What're you implying?"He asked
"The last time you had asked to hangout before you started cock blocking yourself our hangouts were just hook ups!"She snapped
"...I didn't think it'd be this big of a deal"He added
"You know what fine, we'll just hang out..sure"She added and moved back onto his bed flipping over on her stomach grabbing her phone off his nightstand.
He looked down at his fingers before glancing back up at the TV. He didn't wanna embarrass himself and tell her how he didn't know how to shave himself down there and accidentally cut himself a few times.
He looked over at her, she was texting someone. He felt ashamed of himself but he also was upset with Mika.
"Did you only come for the sex?"He snapped
"Is that not what we do every time we hang out?"She asked looking up at him.
"I didn't mean for it to be like this.."he added
She looked back at her phone while he waited for her to say something, He assumed she was just gone for the night.
Until the movie ended and he fell asleep she left feeling upset that he didn't even walk her back home.Even when she woke him up he went back to sleep. She cried to herself on the way home, she felt like he didn't care about their relationship anymore.
That's how it starts, when sex becomes inconsistent.
She felt alone on the walk home, she had to constantly tell herself that she'll be fine.
Even Liao would've walked her home, bringing him up wasn't gonna make things any easier. She had told herself that when she got back to school tomorrow she wasn't gonna keep playing his games. She wanted to avoid him, hopefully he'd start caring and maybe open up to her.
Well that's what she figured.
She hoped things would go as easy as possible, it couldn't be that hard to not talk to him, or look at him.
She figured if he wanted to be an asshole about things she can be an asshole too.
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Fanfiction"Would you be my lover girl? we could run up against the world" __________________________ ON HOLD TILL SPRING💐 (season 2 -3 of HBH )