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-Baby(smut🦥)

When I woke up, Ruby was laying in bed with me. I guess he brought me up to my bed.

My head was laid on his chest, Ruby had his hand on my hip rubbing it softly.

"What time is it..?" I asked rubbing my eyes, "it's early baby, like 6am" he told me.

"Oh" I said softly, I sat up slightly rubbing my arm. Before going to get up, "Angel, Lay down" he told me.

"Why?" I asked, "Lay down" he told me again firmly and I laid back down.

He pulled me close to him, "I love you" he told me. "I love you too" I told him

"Baby girl, you need to get clean. I know.. I know it's hard but I need you, I can't lose you.." he told me, I didn't say anything.

I didn't know what to say, I didn't realize I was hurting Ruby and worrying him with all my baggage.

"I'm sorry.." I said softly, I could feel the tears start to swell in my face.

"It's okay baby, but please.. I can't lose you" he told me and I nodded..

I laid my head on him, and he held me close.

Eventually, I turned over and fell back asleep.

Ruby got up and walked out of my bedroom, I was fucking aching. I was aching.

I needed a fix so bad, but I tried to sleep it off. I tried, So when I got back up I walked out of my bedroom and downstairs to see who all was at my house.

Scrim,Ruby and Kev were all there.

"Hey sleepin beauty" Kev said to me and I chuckled, "You alright?" He asked me and I shrugged.

I was fiddling with the sleeve of my hoodie, Scrim nodded and walked over to me and pulled me to his chest.

I laid my head in his chest, the tears were swelling in my eyes and there was nothing I could do about it.

"Let it out baby, let it out.." Scott told me and I started sobbing. I tried my best, I didn't wanna be a junkie again. I didn't wanna be my mother.

I wanted to be me, I wanted to stay clean..

Scott held onto me as I sobbed, and I sobbed for awhile. After awhile my legs just gave out, and Scott sat down beside me as I held onto him.

"I'm gonna take you to my house baby" he told me and I nodded. It would've been better for me to be around someone who has fought to get sober, And I tried too aswell..but now I didn't care.

It was almost a 45 minute drive to Scott's house, and I don't know if it was the touch deprivation or the high deprivation but I needed him.

I was sitting in the passenger seat, Scott had his hand on my thigh to be comforting but fuck. I needed him.

I sighed, pushing his hand away slightly. He looked at me, realizing the lust and slight hatred in my eyes.

Towards the way my body was reacting to him, not him himself.

"Baby..." Scott said and his voice was lowered and deeper, "Don't.. fuck. Scott" I said softly, "What do you need ma..?" He asked me.

"You, I need you" I told him, he sighed. Pulling over and looking at me. I stared back into those big blue eyes of his. My fucking weakness, These cousins and their beautiful ass eyes.

"C'mere" he told me tapping his lap, I sat in his lap. He tucked a hair behind my ear and looked up at me, "Tell me" he said, "Tell you what?" I asked. "How bad you need me" he said softly, taking the belt out his jeans and popping the button

“I need you Scott..” I told him, he grabbed me by throat gently, kissing me on my lips. His other hand went to my waist.

It wasn't long until his boxers and jeans were pulled down and his shirt was off, showing me his beautiful tattoos.

His hand went to my shorts, pulling them off as he lifted me up slightly. He looked me up and down, pulling my hoodie up and off. He chuckled at the fact I wasn't wearing a bra, why would I?

He kissed my chest, his hand sliding down my body to my thighs rubbing them softly before pulling my thong to the side and guiding me onto his cock.

He held onto my waist, my hand running up to his hair. He kissed me cheek, thrusting up into my slowly.

I whimpered, he started rubbing my back to soothe me. It was like my first time with him all over again. And falling in love with him all over again.

“Fuck your so wet baby, I got you” Scott said, feeling me relax into his touch. He kept the eye contact with me until the pain went away and I nodded.

He thrusted up into me and i gasped, biting my lip. He kissed my neck as I held onto him, scratching up his chest slightly as I moaned.

After awhile, “Scott.. Scotttt 'm gonna-”i cried out. “Yes baby, I know be good for me.. I gotchu” he said as I orgasmed and he did aswell..

After a few minutes of me catching my breath and soft kisses and words from Scott I got up off his lap.

He pulled his boxers and jeans up, I pulled my shorts back on. I didn't care, I laid my head on the window trying to ignore his good he looked in that driver's seat.

I slept the rest of the way to his house, when we arrived he opened the door for me and carried me inside to his room..

He pulled the shorts and hoodie off of me, cleaning me up and putting a clean pair of his boxers on me and a t-shirt.

I slept while he locked up his house and took a shower, he turned the light in the bedroom off and laid down cuddling up to me.

I woke up, “You okay baby..” I asked him, “I'm tired” he mumbled with his face buried in my chest.

I chuckled, “I'm sorry love, rest. I'm here” I told him and he nodded. “I love you” I told him. “I love you more” he grumbled falling asleep.

I kissed his forehead, pulling the covers up over us as we slept. I felt safe. I was with him, but a piece of me was missing and that piece was Ruby

I'd see him soon, and tell him how much he meant to me and i loved him. I loved them both so much.