Skz & Ateez OneShots

Perfect- Hyunlix💧

Felix is on a dance team but has bottled his stress and he finally can't handle it anymore
Felix POV
Angst
Word Count: 985

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Sweat dripped down my forehead, the AC vents weren't working hard enough. It was so hot in the practice room. I'm a dancer for my college but it was stressful. I feel like I'm the slowest to catch up on dancing. I felt horrible, the new choreography was so difficult.

I sat down against the back wall and wiped the sweat from my forehead. The mirror was in the front of the room, and I stared at myself. I felt disoriented. I looked at my hands and saw them shaking. I leaned my head against the wall.

"You're fine. You're fine. You're fine. It's okay. Everything's okay."

I felt tears creep into my eyes. All of a sudden I felt cold.

"N-No stop thinking like that. You aren't the worst. Sh-shit."

I was the worst. I hated everything about myself. I hate the way I dance. I hate the way I think. I wasn't good enough to be on this team, at this college, or to even be here. I took a deep breath and looked at my hands resting in my lap. I squeezed them into fists.

I heard the door open and I looked up quickly, swallowing my tears. The captain of our dance team, Hyunjin, walked into the room. He had his bag with him, he was dressed in sweatpants and a oversized shirt like me.

"Hey Felix, sorry I didn't know you were in here."

He bothered me. I hated him. He was perfect. I didn't hate him I just couldn't believe how perfect he was. A good dancer, a good student, always looked flawless, and always had friends.

"It's okay, I was just practicing a bit," I said softly.

"The new choreography is difficult I came to practice it," Hyunjin smiled. "You want to practice with me?"

I nodded but continued to look at my hands. My vision was blurry and it started to become like tunnel vision.

"Hey are you okay?" Hyunjin asked looking at me worriedly.

"Y-Yeah I'm fine."

Fuck I stuttered. I held my knees against my chest. I felt my chest tighten and my head started spinning.

"Felix?"

I couldn't answer. I felt Hyunjin walk towards me.

"What's going on?"

I lifted my head, Hyunjin was sitting right next to me. I leaned my head against the wall, I felt my breath quicken.

"I-I don't know" I breathed. "I-I can't..."

"Hey," Hyunjin whispered. "You're okay."

"N-No I'm not...f-fuck."

I closed my eyes, my heart sped up, and tears threatened to spill. I couldn't  cry in front of Hyunjin. I felt him grab my hand, my eyes opened.

"Is this okay?" he asked, and I nodded. "I'm right here. Breathe Felix. Breathe with me okay?"

He put my hand on his chest, making my heart skip a beat. I tried to match his breathing pattern but I couldn't. My mind was racing. Hyunjin suddenly hugged me. I felt safe, and I moved positions so that I was sitting between Hyunjin's legs. He stroked my hair softly as I laid my head on his chest. I started crying, and held onto Hyunjin's shirt. He didn't say anything, he just held me.

"I'm s-sorry."

"Don't be sorry, are you okay?"

"I f-feel useless. I c-can't dance right. I'm an idiot. I look ug-"

"Don't finish that sentence. You're beautiful Felix. You're an amazing dancer what do you mean?"

"Says you. You're literally the prince of this school. You're p-perfect."

"I'm perfect? Who ever said that?" Hyunjin smiled, cupping my face. "I'm nowhere near perfect. Is that why you were having a panic attack?"

I shook my head, "Not because you're perfect. I just...I'm not good enough for this team. I've just had a lot on my mind and I got in my head."

"Felix you're truly amazing. Stress is hard to deal with, but don't keep it all in until it gets to this point okay?"

I laid back down on his chest, "Hyunjin."

"Hm?"

"Why are you helping me?" I questioned looking up at him.

"I like you," he smiled. "You're so amazing."

I looked down again and placed my hand on his chest. Hyunjin lifted my head to his and kissed my cheek.

"Are you okay?"

"Mhm"

"Have you eaten today?"

I shook my head and he got up to go to his bag. He pulled out a couple granola bars and brought them over.

"I'm not hungry," I said wiping my eyes.

"You either eat or I shove it down your throat!" Hyunjin teased.

I smiled and took the granola bar and slowly ate it. We sat in silence. It was a bit awkward but I leaned on his shoulder. I drank some water and looked at him.

"Do you know how long I've held in my feelings for you. You bothered me because you were so perfect."

"Stop calling me perfect. And I like you a lot. I've held it in for a while now too. But I'm glad you know now. I want to take you out."

I stared at him for a minute before he grabbed my neck and pinned me against the wall. He kissed me slowly. My eyes closed as he moved his lips against mine. He pulled away but kept his hand on my neck. I leaned in capturing his lips once more, placing my hand on top of his. Hyunjin smiled into the kiss, causing me to smile too. We pulled away and laughed.

"You're hands are still shaking," he said calmly.

"I'm okay I promise," I explained. "Thank you Hyunjin."

Hyunjin nodded and smiled, "Should we practice now?"

"I guess." I laughed.

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OKAY I NEED TO GET BETTER AT WRITING ANGST IM SORRY
My bad I feel like I barely write angst but I'll get better. Enjoy lol! Bye bye lovely!