Skz & Ateez OneShots

Granola Bar- Chanlix💧

Hellooooo welcome back lol! I don't know what this is going to be quite yet but I know it's going to be an angst story. Also major trigger warning I'm doing an E.D angst story. Also quick disclaimer I don't want to put any of these diagnosis on the members, I think it's wrong for us to assume that they don't eat. Although there are obvious signs throughout the years that many idols need rest, let's not diagnose them! This is completely theoretical and made up! I hope you guys enjoy, don't take it too seriously! 

Trigger Warnings: Eating disorder, Body dysmorphia 

Word Count: 1585

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Chan smiled at the group. They had finished filming the dance portion of the music. They took a breath and Chan handed Felix and Jeongin mini fans. He noticed Felix's face was a bit more pale than usual, even with the makeup he has on. 

"Hey you okay?" Chan asked. 

Felix nodded, "Y-Yeah fine, that made more tired than usual." 

"Are you drinking water?" 

Felix nodded slowly and turned away, focusing on the director who was now discussing the next scenes. Chan's chest tightened, he knew when his members were lying. They got through the rest of the shoot and soon enough they were back home. After only an hour of being home, Felix went to the kitchen to fill up his water bottle. 

"Where are you headed?" 

"Practice room, I want to practice the dance more. Build my tolerance up that way I'm not so tired." 

"I'll come with, I think I could use it too." 

"You don't have to," Felix said softly. 

"I know, but I think it would be nice." 

Felix nodded and went to go put on his shoes. Chan knew something was wrong, but he wasn't sure exactly what. He went to grab a hoodie and his shoes. He met Felix at the door and they left together. 

They talked about the comeback as they walked. Felix drank nearly his whole water before they entered the practice room. He filled it up as Chan started music. They stretched to a couple songs. Chan started to dance to Gods Menu, Felix stood up and joined him. Chan laughed and looked at Felix. He was smiling and laughing at their old song. Chan watched his eyes and noticed the hint of fear and exhaustion, but none of that was showing on his face. 

They turned on their new song and they both started doing the choreography, focusing on small details and energy. They repeated the dance once more before taking a break. Felix collapsed and laid on the floor. Chan brought him water and he chugged half the bottle. 

"Slow down you'll make yourself sick," Chan warned. 

"Too late," Felix sighed.

He held his stomach and took a deep breath. 

"Woah I thought you were joking, are you okay?" 

"I'm fine just catching my breath." 

Chan stared at Felix again, he looked sick all of the sudden. 

"Lix-" 

"Chan stop asking questions please and let's just get back to dancing." 

Felix stood up and Chan followed reluctantly. They restarted the song and made it past the first chorus. Felix's vision blurred and he slowed down his dancing, but he tried not to fully stop. If this happens in practice it could happen on stage so he forced himself to push through it. Suddenly his vision went black and he felt himself slow down.