Tired- Minsung💧

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Another Minsung one of course! Trigger warnings for this one, it's not going to be too bad though. I'm kinda basing this off of Han's five star era, when he was sick, stressed, and had a lot of anxiety. I hope you guys like it, I'm excited to write this!

Trigger warnings: suicidal thoughts, sickness, & throwing up

Angst

Word Count: 1864

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The bright stage lights hit my face making me feel lightheaded. 'You're almost done,' I told myself. The song stopped and I took a deep breath. Felix and Seungmin had the ending fairy so I let myself start coughing. I turned my head away from the cameras and held my chest. I felt defeated.

As we exited the stage I felt Bang Chan grab my arm, "Han are you okay?"

I grabbed onto him and started coughing, I couldn't breathe. He grabbed me and I felt everyone surround me.

"Hey hey," Chan said softly. "You're okay."

I stopped coughing and tried to catch my breath. I felt someone's hand on my back and saw it was our manager.

"I'm fine," I gasped. "I'm sorry."

"Don't be sorry," Chan said. "Are you sure you're okay?"

I nodded and walked to the dressing room. One of the staff members handed me a towel, and I sat down. Minho came up to me and sat next to me with a bottle of water.

"Drink please," he said softly.

I shook my head, "No Minho."

"Please Jisung-"

"If I drink or eat anything I'm going to throw up," I admitted.

Minho sighed and got up. He came back with a fan before going to change. I smiled and turned on the small fan. I got up and changed after a while of sitting. I felt a little better and drank some of the water Minho gave me.

On the way home I fell asleep, Felix shook me awake and helped me inside. I went to bed quickly, setting an alarm for our morning practice.

I woke up the next morning groggily. I went to the bathroom and splashed some water on my face. I felt congested and tired, but I got ready for practice. Changbin, Chan and I walked together. The Danceracha group was already at the studio.

"Are you feeling okay?" Changbin asked.

I nodded, "Mhm I'm okay. Just tired."

As we arrived Felix, Minho, and Hyunjin were in the middle of Gods Menu. I put down my stuff and sat on the floor, started to stretch. I watched them finish the dance as Seungmin and Jeongin showed up.

Chan smiled, "Are you guys ready for practice?"

Jeongin groaned, "I'm still sore from yesterdays performance."

"We won't go crazy, we just need to figure out a couple things for JJAM since that's going to be our next stage for this comeback," Chan explained.

Chk Chk Boom was the comeback stage we did last night, and JJAM was next. It was a hard song and I was dreading doing this today. I got up and we started going through the movements.

After running through the dance a couple times we tried it full out. In the middle of the song I felt extremely ill. I tried to push through it but I stopped dancing and felt my legs weaken. I had tunnel vision, my vision was going black, and I felt my heart speed up.

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