Skz & Ateez OneShots

Grief- Hyunlix💧

This was a 2am idea like most of my stories lol. They are either prompts from Pinterest or 2am ideas. I'm not sure where this is going but I know its gonna be a bit sad so i'm sorry in advance. Enjoy!

Angst

Hyunjin's POV (guys i'm sorry for messing it up idk how I didn't notice for so long)

Word Count: 1272

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I walked into the kitchen, my hair was still damp from the shower. Felix was reheating some food for us.

"Don't you have homework to do?" I joked, hugging his waist from behind.

He rolled his eyes, "I've been studying since I got home! But yeah I still have homework."

"I'm just kidding. You need a break, you study a lot."

"That's why I was hoping we could watch our show while we eat?"

I smiled, "Of course, whatever you want."

I kissed his cheek and let go so I could help him finish getting the food ready. Once it was ready we went to the couch to watch the reality love show. We ate our food quickly, because we barely ate throughout the day with work and school.

When we finished eating I pulled Felix close to me and we cuddled under the blanket. Felix looked at me and kissed my lips. I kissed him back slowly. When Felix pulled away he smiled.

"What?"

"I love you." Felix giggled. "I can't believe I'm with you."

"Oh shut up, we've been together for two years and you always say that!" I laughed. "I love you too pretty boy."

Felix cuddled back into me and faced the TV. We watched another episode before Felix said he had to go back to studying. I complained but listened. I took my bowl to the sink and started washing it. Felix phone dinged a bunch of times with messages, so I assumed he was reading them.

Suddenly I heard a glass shatter. I spun around and saw Felix's hands empty. The bowl was shattered on the floor, and his phone was on the floor with it.

"Woah, um Felix?" I was stunned.

I shut off the water and watched Felix trying to read him. But I couldn't. His hands were still out like they were holding the objects. Felix looked horrified.

"Baby?"

All of the sudden Felix started breathing heavily and his eyes filled with tears. I carefully stepped over the glass and picked up his phone. I read the text.

Mom: Felix honey, I'll call you later. I'm sorry I'm not in a place to call right now. It's your grandfather. He passed away in the hospital this morning, from a heart attack. I'm so sorry, I'll explain more later. He loved you and I love you so much. Please be strong and stay healthy...

My stomach dropped, and I grabbed Felix's hands.

"Hey, Lix...I'm right here okay?"

Felix's breath quickened and he swallowed hard. He looked up to stop himself from crying, and he shook his head.

"Don't hold it back, you can cry it's okay," I assured.

Felix's legs gave out and I caught him. I held him up and led him carefully through the glass. Once we were in the living room I let him fall to the floor, and I fell with him. Felix sobbed, burying his face in my chest.

Felix pulled away and got up, I was confused but followed him still holding his hand. He had stopped crying. Tears stained his face but he seemed emotionless all of the sudden.

"Hey-"

"Leave me alone p-please," Felix whispered.

He pulled his hand away and walked towards the room. I walked quickly, grabbing his arm to turn him around.

"Felix please don't shut me out right now," I begged. "I'm here. Don't lock yourself in there alone please."

"I'll do what I want! Do you understand what just happened?! You don't! Because your family died before you could remember them! You don't understand how much this hurts, so leave me alone!" Felix yelled.

I couldn't say anything, I stammered trying to get words out but Felix stormed into the room before I could say anything else. I stood for a moment trying to debate what to do. I didn't want to fight with him, maybe he needed to be alone. But I didn't want him to be alone.

When I was three years old my parents died in an accident. I have one memory of us eating cake together, but that's it. I didn't have any other family so I was put into an orphanage, and I was adopted a couple months later. I remember being bullied for not having 'real' parents. Felix's words hurt, he made it seem like I don't have parents. It's something my bullies would have said in middle school. I wear a necklace that has my biological parents names engraved in it, but that's the only thing I have from them. I had my adopted parents names engraved on the back.

I walked to the kitchen, giving him time to cool off. I cleaned up the glass bowl and dinner. The silence was deafening, but I could hear Felix crying still. Once I was finished I decided to leave the house to get snacks. I walked to the corner store and got Felix's favorite things: ice cream, tea, chips, and candy.

When I came back Felix was in the living room. As soon as I walked in he ran and hugged me tightly. His hands gripped my shirt. I set down the bag of snacks and hugged him back.

"I'm s-sorry," he cried. "Don't leave me please. I'm sorry, I don't know why I said all of that. J-Jinnie I'm s-so-"

"Felix!" I said talking over him. "It's okay!"

"N-No it's not. How can you say it's okay? Did you even hear what I said about you?"

"Maybe it wasn't right, but you're hurting Felix. Even if you don't realize it. I'm going to be right here the whole time. I would never leave you. I said it's okay because I forgive you. I knew you didn't mean it."

Felix let go slightly, but I didn't. I pressed my head against his and held him close. His tears slowed down as he wiped them away.

"I love you," he whispered.

"I love you so much more."

I kissed his lips softly. I felt him kiss back slightly, but then I pulled away not wanting to make him overwhelmed.

"I left so I could get you your favorite things," I said grabbing the bag.

Felix forced a small smile and kissed my cheek. I knew he was still upset, but not as much as before. I led us to the couch and let him open up the snacks. I turned on the TV and we sat down.

"Thank you," Felix whispered.

"Of course love," I responded.

I hugged him and kissed his forehead as he leaned into me, eating small bites of his ice cream. I knew he didn't want it, but I also knew it would make him feel a little better. I texted my boss that I would be out of work for a couple days. I knew Lix would need help, and I wanted to be there.

I leaned up and kissed his head again, talking into his hair I said, "I'm always here love."

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I love writing sad and angsty stories and I don't know why lol, but thank you for reading! Also sorry I've started school and I'm working on another book so finding inspo for oneshot stories. Help me out if you can haha, give me some prompts if you want to (requests still open)

Bye bye lovely people!!