𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗟𝗞𝗘𝗥 | PJM ✓

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You're laying now, staring blankly at the ceiling. You've been informed that all new employees will have a week off for an important upcoming meeting with employees who've been with the company for nearly five years. How important was it to be for a week? You thought but it doesn't matter, at least it feels like a vacation, a paid one at that which you couldn't help but feel so lucky to be accepted in that company and it finally felt like all your hardwork studying for years have finally paid off.

You're happy about the unexpected break. Yet, there's a twinge of sadness because you won't see those two girls and Jim—wait what the fuck am I thinking?

You're weirded out thinking about Jimin but you can't help but to wonder,

You expected Jimin's promise to send you home safely after work to last only a few days. You knew there would be times when he might be busy, even though he insisted he was always free. Still, you couldn't predict the possibilities but surprisingly, he never stopped, he's never even absent even once and he stayed true to his words.

Every day, his outfits caught your eye—sometimes casual, other times completely formal. Each look left you stunned because you were amazed at how effortlessly he always looked so good especially when he took extra care with his appearance. His great looks never ceased to surprise you. His varied attire made you increasingly curious about his work.

Jimin mentioned managing a lot of things, but what exactly? How could he be so free when he seemed like such a busy man? And when he told Yoongi he was focusing on his work rather than being active on social media, what was he focusing on?

It couldn't be photography.

"Wait why the hell am I curious about him?" you furrow your brows as if anyone could hear you.

You shrug your shoulders and grab your phone only to see Jimin's name popping up "What the.." you raise a brow, seeing that Jimin tagged you on something so you click on it as it leads you to Instagram.

You waited for your phone to show whatever Jimin tagged you on, cursing along the way with how an ass your wifi is and as it blinks, it finally came up.

Your eyes reflected the light on your screen and you start processing what you're seeing.

Then your breath hitch, your eyes slowly widen as they land on a picture—your picture. It's the one taken while you were admiring those little white flowers, smiling at them, and another where you were nuzzling your face with your favorite cat in Sang's special shop with your nose scrunched at how cute the cat was. There's also the one he captured when he took you to the sea.

A lump forms in your throat as you look at yourself, frozen, blinking in confusion and shock.

You feel perplexed, a swirl of emotions you can't fully grasp. It's just a picture, but you never posted it and you've never even seen it. You had agreed to that deal to let Jimin be your personal photographer, thinking you could post the pictures on your account to catch Wansoo's attention but you never got around to it. Now, seeing these photos, you wonder—am I this unreal? Is this what you truly look like?

You've taken pictures of yourself before, but you were never this gorgeous. Is it Jimin's camera that made you look this beautiful? Or the way Jimin captured you? Is this even you? Why do you look so different? "Goddamn..." you muttered in shock, still processing everything.

The you look down to his caption saying,

'lovely'

"Lovely?" you tilt your head...people might get the wrong idea...you laugh awkwardly as if Jimin's with you. Why would he post you? Is this to promote his photography skills?

But he could just use those photos he took when I wasn't there. You know for sure that there are many things he could post other than pictures of you but somehow, all of the photos he posted are the ones where you are present.

Realizing it, you feel a cold rush down your back, contrasted by the heat rushing in your cheeks and a sudden surge of energy. What the hell is happening to you?

"I-i.." then a notification pops up causing you to flinch at the sound only to see Jimin's name again.

'I hope you're not mad at me for posting you..'

I don't even know what to feel honestly..you understand his intentions of posting you but he still did it without your consent and you might get a lot of hates seeing that he has quite a lot of fans that are in love with him and putting that caption would make it worse.

'You should've told me first.'

You responded but you don't mind at all, it's strange but you do.

'Sorry, do you want me to delete it?'

'No you don't have to. I love the photos btw, do you mind sending it to me?'

'of course, hold on'

A few seconds later, Jimin sent you all the photos he took of you and damn, they are all good, no, great. It took you few minutes to admire yourself and starting to feel thankful to have a great photographer like Jimin. You should've asked him earlier but at least you got it now.

'this is all great jimin! youre really going to be a professional if you keep it up!'

'thanks haha im glad you like it :)'

'i do! i really do. its so good that i feel like im not looking at myself😭'

'thats just how dashing you are. im so glad youve come to see yourself the way i do'

"That..wasn't what I...meant..." you look at your phone, not knowing how or what to respond.

Park Jimin, he's always saying things like this—telling you how pretty you are, how beautiful you look—just the same way but with different words. And now, he sends you something like this, something he always says.

You're supposed to get used to it, but he somehow manages to catch you off guard every time. He always slips those words in whenever he can and you never know how to respond.

And again, the swirling feeling comes rushing through your back with your heart racing.

You've always felt a similar situation with Wansoo— "No. No fucking way." You start shaking your head, laughing at the ridiculous thought.

It can't be, it's impossible. It's different with Wansoo because this feeling is a different one, one you never felt before so you can't be in love and you shouldn't be.

You were just starting to feel better after what happened with Wansoo and you can't just fall for another man that quickly because how is that even possible?

There's no way you feel that way. It's probably just because Jimin always catches you off guard and it's nothing deeper than that.

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[Author Vceria]
-Well you sure would feel like shit after loving a man for almost half of your life and love another man that didn't even take a month after that.

-Guilty aren't ya Y/n lmao.
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