❝𝙎𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚, 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜❞
- In which you, a crazy stalker crosses paths with an oddly attractive photographer. -
"Oh, really? I apologize then. You just looked incredibly beautiful and I couldn't resist capturing that moment."
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-••- ✦ᴘɪɴᴋ ʀɪʙʙᴏɴ✦
You open your eyes, first seeing the ceiling. You feel so awful that you can't get up. You look at the empty bed beside you and see some blue candy wrappers. You ate those candies, hoping to feel better but it didn't help. The stomach ache returned, and you felt so nauseous that you almost slept in the toilet. Yet, you kept eating the candies, hoping the feeling for Wansoo would come back. It's stupid, but it's your coping mechanism. It always worked before so why isn't it working now?
Aera and Nari couldn't do much except watch you, often lost in thought, or listen to you insist you're fine when you're clearly not. Jimin on the other hand, seems to know you're not fine but hasn't said anything about it. When he drives you home, it was always quiet. You never liked the silence until now.
Days passed and now it's Saturday.
You told Jimin that you wouldn't be able to attend his practice and he gladly accepted it.
You just want to soothe your feelings as you stare blankly at the ceiling, wondering what you should do now.
Usually, you would go stalk him whenever you had the chance but right now, you don't want to see him. You don't want to admit it, but it feels like only yesterday you were so in love with him.
It happened so fast that you couldn't think straight. Just by his actions did you realize it.
If he hadn't done it, what now?
If he wasn't about to kiss you, would you still love him? What is wrong with you in the first place?
When did this feeling fade?
Why do you feel nothing for him?
After all your efforts of making him love you back, why?
He seems to feel the same but what about his girlfriend?
But those eyes, you know those eyes. It was those eyes that looked at her. Those eyes that seemed full of love.. But if those eyes were looking at you like that, what about Elissa?
You've always wished for him to look at you like that.
You feel uneasy.
You cover your eyes with your arm. You just want everything to fade. You want to stop everything.
The feeling of always wanting a day off to see him is now replaced with the need to work all day just to distract yourself from thinking about him. The energy you once had is now replaced with nothing but emptiness.
They say that falling out of love is just a temporary feeling and that it will come back because loving someone isn't a light emotion. If you truly love someone, you wouldn't feel confused—you would just know it. That's what you understand about love.
