Who and What I am

Debut

You smile looking at yourself in the mirror after putting your purple ring gear on before watching Undertaker's match with Billy Gunn. What stuns you is when the taker pulls you into a hug after he walks backstage to see you with a grin, "Your mouth will catch flies" you both laugh before realizing you'll be having your debut against Lita after two more matches while sitting in your locker room as the match between Christian and X-Pac began, you try to keep your nerves together until finally they come apart. Running outside and throwing up in a bush, rinsing your mouth out in the bathroom before sitting in the hall unable to control the shaking throughout your body and the tears flowing down your face as a voice speaks, "Hey you okay?" Bradshaw stands above you along with Test and Trish on either side "I'm a wreck, what if I mess up like badly and the match is shitty?" they immediately told you that everything would be fine because you were a great wrestler and that your match was with lita, she was fair and sweet which you knew the few times you ran into each other but you were still a nervous wreck for the match. "Look at me" you turn to see Edge crouched in front of you when your heart flutters and quivers erratically watching him grab and hold your hands while listening to him calmly talk to you, "You are gonna be fine, Lita's always about wellbeing and safety plus you'll be great don't be hard on yourself" you have a smile on your face seeing christian come backstage and talking with lita before she walks to the ring as you take a deep breath, you feel a warm hand intertwine and squeeze your own when you see edge next to you as your music of Higher by Creed plays. "The following contest is scheduled for one fall, making her way to the ring from Knoxville Tennessee, weighing in at a total of 150 pounds, Y/N" the match quickly began and the two of you form chemistry in the ring and match up well with each thing you did but the crowd pops at the unusual move of an Asai DDT and head scissors mixed together, Lita whispers to you as the ref counts while laying on top of her "It was fucking great, I'm proud of you" tears form in your eyes a little before realizing you had won and standing in disbelief with a smile as lita gets up with one of her own before rolling out of the ring and walking backstage where you see everyone behind the curtain after sharing a hug with lita and finally feel more relaxed while standing by the curtain as you watch edge's match against Val Venis. The two of you lock eyes with each other while he walks up the ramp which earned you a wink and you return the gesture with a shy wave before laughing at each other as Raw finishes up, happy that your debut went better than you thought and things were great as you walk backstage until you're grabbed and beaten up outside where you're found laying on the ground covered in blood and in pain by Steph, you get your head bandaged and stitches across your face before hearing your phone ring as steph takes you back to your hotel room, a groan of pain is let out when you hear a knock on the door only to open it and see edge who immediately checks over you after closing the door. You assure him that you were okay until he looks at you which makes the tears and emotions burst, "God I was terrified" edge stayed with you that night and calls someone as you sleep once you felt safe "Tomorrow in the locker room we make sure this doesn't happen again".