Who and What I am

Watch your back

You and the girls enjoy a few drinks and talk to each other rather than quick talks backstage or training with how shows have been packed lately. "I can't believe you and Test have a benefits deal" Lita looks between you and Trish before her eyes widen "What!?" you take a sip of your Mai tai as trish laughs before adding, "He ain't the only one, she's got a sweet spot for Edge" you groan into the bar counter as lita's eyes turn into dinner plates while you down a shot of whiskey before finishing two small sips of the mai tai "You got two good looking men at the same time and you've been here a month!" boy did time fly as it was now halfway through August and within two weeks it would be September, you smile seeing a text from edge as you get another from test before paying the tab and walking out. But you all immediately stop when you see your car "Oh god, Y/N your car" the windshield was cracked badly, the window had been busted out, and the words "Watch your back" were spray painted on your hood while taking pictures before your car was towed to the local shop and heading back to the hotel with the girls, you were now a nervous wreck as you finally cried while calling the boys along with Steph before edge and test with the APA were looking at pictures of your car, by now you were a trembling mess when there's a thud against the door only to see a letter. Sobs pour out after opening and reading the letter before throwing it on the floor and running in the bathroom, "No no I can't! what do I do!?" they look to see the words "Eye for an eye, you're next" on the paper along with the picture of your hotel room number before switching rooms to stay with edge, test brings Linda where she made it clear that the APA will guard you backstage until further notice and they were always with you from the moment you left your hotel room til you were inside and asleep but you were a ball of nerves with your anxiety that made you sick to the point where you were throwing up before and after matches each time you walked in your locker room. You manage to hide your shot nerves until edge and test find you hunched over with a trash can, edge wraps you in his jacket while test got you water and an Alka seltzer to ease your stomach which you gulp before telling them that you were scared with your head in edge's lap and legs across test's who both felt their hearts break at how vulnerable and afraid you were while holding your hands before test looks at edge while you stretch, "No matter what happens, we both stay in her life" they agree and shake hands and watch the apa accompany you to the ring for your match with Luna before the lights go out and come back on with you tied between the ropes. The first thing you see is the words "Two weeks" written on the mat in red paint, "Oh dear god, someone is torturing this poor young lady" everyone runs to the ring as JR gets you free and takes you backstage where you hide in the corner of your locker room having a panic attack, terrified of everything and everyone around.