Sinugod nila Carmie, Jush, at Shirly si Emil sa malapit na ospital. Sa oras na makarating sila doon, tinulungan sila ng nurse. Inilagay si Emil sa isang hospital bed at sinugod agad-agad sa emergency room. Sumama ang tatlo patungo ER ngunit pinagbawalan na sila ng nurse na pumasok pa.
"Sorry po, hanggang dito na lang po kayo, patients and employees lang po allowed dito", sabi ng nurse.
Habang naghihintay, na-shock pa din sila Carmie, Jush, at Shirly sa nangyari. Umupo si Carmie na umiiyak at pino-proseso pa ang trahedya na naganap kay Emil.
"Oh my gosh, what the hell? Ano nangyari kay Emil?", sabi ni Carmie.
"Kasalanan ko 'to, if hindi ko hinayaan si Emil, he wouldn't do such a thing", dagdag ni Carmie.
"Carmie, don't be so hard on yourself, lahat tayo may kasalanan, neither of us expected na magagawa ni Emil yun", sabi naman ni Shirly.
"All he wanted was love, pero we can't give that to him. We failed as friends", sabi ni Carmie habang umiiyak.
"Kasalanan ko din ito, kung pinatawad ko lang si Emil, then we would've been OK", sabi naman ni Jush.
"Guys enough! Tama na, all of us ay may pagkakamali and we need to just pray na all will be OK kay Emil", sabi ni Shirly.
"We did not understand him, and he did not understand us. Neither one of us including Emil did not connect sa nangyari", dagdag ni Shirly.
"All this time, he wanted someone to be with him. I invalidated his feelings and hindi ko alam na aabot sa ganito", sabi ni Carmie na umiiyak pa din.
"He was just so alone sa bahay niya since siya nalang mag-isa, and we are all what he's got. And we failed to give him the attention, love, and friendship we needed to give him. Ang sama nating tao", dagdag ni Carmie.
"Carmie please, wag mong ilaan lahat ng sisi sayo, lahat tayo dito may pakana and we were just so fed up kay Emil. All we thought is that he was victimizing himself but in fact he just wanted some love. All the smiles and grudge ni Emil ay may patagong dark emotion and we haven't anticipated that", sabi ni Shirly.
"Ako talaga ang pulo't dulo ng lahat ng ito. All Emil wanted was to be with me, he loved me like no other else, he was so serious for me and I just ignored and invalidated yung nararamdaman niya sakin", sabi naman ni Jush.
"Emil wasn't a perfect friend but he was all we needed, and tama si Emil, we had our other halves pero we weren't focusing on Emil himself. We were selfish", sabi ni Carmie.
"No one is to blame but all the four of us. Lahat tayo may pagkakamali and all of us failed to comprehend every situation we were in", sabi ni Shirly.
"He was so obsessed kay Jush na he'd die for him. Pero I did not know he'll literally do it", sabi ni Carmie.
"Everything started simula nung naging magka-grupo tayo Jush and we were so close na we ignored Emil. Considering he has a crush on you, sana I adjusted and sana he wasn't so envy and we never should've started a fight", dagdag ni Carmie.
"Emil victimizing himself was not because he wanted drama pero he wanted love and atention, and we failed to give to him that. Neither Emil knew that too, akala natin we were just in a typical drama but we failed to show and give him love he deserved", sabi ni Shirly.
"He never needed an other half but he needed was us, he was so alone pero we failed to be with him when we were there for him", sabi ni Carmie.
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The Interpersonal Aspect of My Life
Novela JuvenilJoin Emil as he goes on an adventure to academics, love, and hardworks that college people do to achieve success and beyond. Join his dramatic and breath-taking experiences in this short story.
