now you would be lying if the tension and the feelings between you and jey were all over the place at the moment, it was wrestlemania week, in particular it was wrestlemania xl aka the biggest stage of them all, to add the icing on the cake , you and jey had broken up two weeks before everyone that was involed in wrestlemania had to finish everything up and make there way to Philly and when I say you wanted nothing more to be by his side today, you wanted nothing more
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"girl have you even spoken to him since you guys broke up?" bianca said looking at you as she ate some of her chicken sandwich while you sat with her at catering
"no b, I haven't , everytime I see him I just wanna run up and hold him but he's the one who broke up with me, he's the one who ended things" you said running ur hands through ur hair as you felt that familiar twist of hurt start to build up in ur chest whenever you talked about jey
"hey, calm down, I never said that your the one who broke up with him, im just asking if you talked to him since it seems like since you guys ended things you both have been extremely different" she said looking at you and you knew she was right
something had the changed over the course of you and jey breaking up, and it showed when you were at work, in the ring, backstage, when you guys knew you would end up crossing paths in the hallway but you did just to feel eachothers presence again
you then got this weird feeling in ur chest and you looked up at bianca
"he's in here ain't he" you said looking at her and you watched her gaze fall to the entry area of the catering area
"yep he is" she said and it felt like in that moment, like you were gonna be sick to ur stomach, not like the hangover type sick, or pregant type sick
like you had just seen someone get brutally murdered type sick
you got up quickly leaving the table and running down to ur locker room going in and shutting the door , flashbacks of you guys clouding ur mind
you quickly walked into ur bathroom sliding against the wall
why is this so hard , you thought to yourself
you sat against the wall and you just, you cried, you didn't know how to love again, how to find better when he was your better, he was your person and you were losing yourself without him
you collected yourself together and got up off the floor washing your face then going and sitting on the couch in ur locker room
you weren't apart of wrestlemania this year has you had been injured and were on your last few weeks of recovery
you heard Samantha say lil wheezy was coming to the stage so that basically told you that jey was coming
you watched him walk out, you could tell the smile on his face was genuine and you were more then happy for him even tho you guys were broken up
when it got to the part where jimmy told jey he was sorry, you could read jey like a book and you knew better then anyone in this world how much jey missed jimmy so when jey grabbed his hand pulling him up to hug him, you felt your heart clench as soon as that super kick hit
you got up grabbing ur shoes as his music played through out the arena and jey stood talk with his hand raised
it then switched to a commercial so you figured they were making there way backstage , so you left ur locker room going to find jey
when you found him, he just looked at you with nothing but sadness in his eyes and you pulled him in for a hug
"wha- what are you doing" he said but he didn't fight your hug off, instead he relaxed into him
"even on the big stage, im still rooting for you" you said as you hugged him
