Playing With Fire ( BECKFREEN G!P)

Part 23

Becky POV

I sat Nam, Mind, Saint and Alice down and told them everything from Alex threatening me to what I had done with Jane, hoping they wouldn't hate the person I had turned into.

"You have been hiding all of this on your own for a whole year?" Alice's eyes were wet with emotion. I nodded. "Becky," Alice threw her arms over me. "You should have said something, I could have helped."

"I had to protect Freen, Alice." I whispered. "She was all I was thinking about."

"I always wondered why you turned her down," Nam stuttered. "It made no sense. I knew you wanted the fame, but I always thought you wanted her more."

"I want a piece of that Alex guy," Mind grounded her fist. "I mean I am head of your security, he threatened you so I can take her down."

"Calm down," Nam replied, touching Emmets shoulder. "You can't win that way with a Chen."

"How do you win then, Nam?" I whimpered.

"I'm not sure," Nam replied slowly. "But if Freen is happy we need to leave her be."

"Nam, all I want is her happiness."

"I know you do," Nam smiled putting her hand on mine. "That's how we all know you love Freen more than Alex."

"This is all so fucked up," I moaned putting my head in my hands.

"Everything happens for a reason, Becky. Have a little faith," Saint smiled. "I mean having Jane on your side is good and if Freen wants to be with you Alex can't threaten you now you are who you are."

"Jazz, she is married remember?" I added.

"People get divorced all the time."

"Freen isn't a statistic," Nam glared at Saint. "And you girls don't know how dirty the Chen family can play. They wouldn't give up without a fight, and there are Freen's parents. They might disown her. She would be totally on her own."

"I would never let her be on her own," I whispered.

"I know, but you need to think about what she will have to go through, Becky. Do you want her to go through a media circus, especially if the press found out it was you she left Alex for? They would have a field day with your press history."

"Nam has a point," Mind added. "You have fucked most of your fans in the last six months Bec."

I groaned, what had I done?

"Look, we just need to get to this party find Freen and see if she is happy. If she is . . .you have to walk away, Becky," Nam replied apologetic. All I could do was nod.

"Well, what are we waiting for?" Alice chimed. "It's party time." My darling sister, ever the optimist.

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"Great party," Alice beamed while we stood on the sand. I was so nervous I could hardly think straight. The music from the DJ was pumping out of the loud speakers hitting my chest. "Becky, are you okay?"

"I need the bathroom," I replied getting up knowing Saint and Mind would follow me. I wasn't allowed to be left alone even in a high class party like this encase I was attacked by a crowd of females. Mad or what, but it was Garrets rules.

"How can you be sick, you have hardly drunk anything?" Mind called from outside the cubicle.

"I don't think it's the drink Mind," Saint commented. "Becky, you alright Bec?"

"Yeah," I smiled coming out. "Fuck, why am I so nervous?"

"Because she is the love of your life." Saint patted me on the back. "Come on, let's get this over and done with."