Second Chance

Chapter 13

January 8th

Its been 5 days since mine and billies fight. 

I've been feeling like shit since it happened and i've been contemplating texting her and apologizing but then I remember what she said to me and how she made me feel. 

Since it's a Monday, i've been doing rehearsals all day which has taken my mind off of it but the second I stepped out of the set and into my car, I started thinking about her again. 

I pulled my phone out and went to her contact once again. 

I read through our texts before we had our fight and saw how sweet she was and I wondered if she truly just saw me as an experiment. 

I clicked on her profile and my thumb hovered over the call button. 

My thumb was so close to tapping it but I pulled it away and turned my phone off before resting my head on my steering wheel and groaning. 

Maybe it was the long day of work or maybe it was the fact I was so upset over her but my brain was on autopilot. 

I began driving to her house. 

I didn't even know if she was there or if she was with anyone but I needed to talk to her face to face. 

As I sped down the highway, I thought about what I was going to say to her. I had no idea how she would be when I arrived or if she would even let me in but I hoped I could get her to apologize and maybe we could be chill again. 

It was a quick drive to her house and when I pulled in it was just her car in the driveway. 

I parked and sat in my car for a moment, slightly regretting even coming here but I swallowed the lump in my throat and grew some balls. 

Finally I reached the door and knocked lightly. After a few seconds of no answer I knocked again, this time louder and rang the doorbell a few times as well. 

She eventually came to the door with her eyebrows knit together and a disheveled appearance. 

"Madison?" She said as I made my way in the house. 

"What are you doing here?" She asked, sounding concerned. 

"I'm here for you to apologize." I said, raising my voice slightly. 

She brought her finger to her lips and shushed me. I looked at her with a confused expression. 

"What billie?" I asked, again rather loudly since I was running off of pure anger. 

Billie widened her eyes again, telling me to lower my voice. I threw my arms to my sides in confusion. 

That was until I heard someone coming into her entrance from behind me. 

"Hey madison." Jesse said and walked up next to Billie. Both of them had matching messy hair and disheveled clothes. 

I knew that meant one thing and I started feeling sick. I know I have no right to feel this way but it made me fume. 

 "Hey Jesse." I said, trying my hardest not to break. 

They both looked at me, Jesse with a little smile on his face and Billie looking mortified.

"I have to go actually." I said and rushed out the door. 

I walked as quickly as I possibly could to my car but before I got in, Billie was on her front step. "Madison." she said like she was pleading with me. Her face was drained of color. 

Jesse walked out next to her and slung his arm over her shoulder. 

"Bye madison." He said and waved. I wiped the tear off my cheek and gave the best fake smile I could. 

Once I got in the car I watched as Jesse kissed Billie on the head and grabbed her hand, leading her back inside. 

She gave me one last look before going side with him. 

I knew I shouldn't be so upset but I was. I was devastated. 

On the drive home I blasted The Other Woman on repeat.