Heart breaker || minsung

T W E N T Y - S I X

A/N: I honestly hate my dad. He's always saying horrible things to me and I think it's a joke to him, but the constant fat-shaming (I'm not even fat, people say that I'm a masc girl, but I look and act like a sunshine that needs to be protected) and degrading words made me break last night and I yelled at him and I cried and I had a whole mental breakdown. Today at school, my friends keep asking me if I'm ok and I've been lying and telling them that I'm tired. I'm just so sick of everything and, luckily, I haven't seen my dad since I had my breakdown and I'm planning on avoiding him for the rest of my life. Even though school holidays are in less than a week.
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Minho frowned.

Usually, seeing Jisung being so happy with him was a good thing, but he couldn't help but hope Jisung wasn't about to say that he loves him. Minho doesn't want his happiness to end yet. He doesn't want to be the reason Jisung feels sad, either.

"Hyung! Hyung! Hyung!" Jisung exclaimed, pointing to a nearby cat cafe on google maps. "This one has cheesecake! Can we go to this one instead? If we get off the bus at the next stop, it's five minutes away!"

Minho smiled down at Jisung and pressed the stop button on the bus. "Of course, baby, anything for you."

Jisung blushed and hit Minho lightly. "You can't just say stuff like that, hyeong..."

"Aw, but it's true," Minho smirked, "anything for my prince-"

"Hyung, we're here!" Jisung said quickly.

Minho laughed at Jisung's expression and let him drag him off the bus.

"Hyeong, I love, love, love cheesecake!" Jisung exclaimed.

Minho let out a sigh of relief. For a moment, he had thought that Jisung was about to say that he loves him.

"I know you do, baby," Minho chuckled in relief.

"Hyeong, what do you love, love, love?" Jsiung asked, looking up at him.

Minho hesitated. He couldn't tell Jisung that he loves him. Wait. Minho loves Jisung!? "Uh... M-mint choco?"

"Wahh, that's so cool," Jisung exclaimed, "my brother likes mint choco, too!"

Minho blinked. "You have a brother?"

"U-uhhh..." Jisung paused. "He's, um, studying in... Malaysia."

Minho nodded and looked at Jisung suspiciously. "Ok..."

"Oh- look!" Jisung suddenly exclaimed. "We're here!"

Minho lets out a sigh of relief and brings Jisung into the cat cafe. They got taken to a seat and ordered a slice of cheesecake, two americanos, and a plate of Hotteok.

"Kitty," Jisung cooed, making grabby hands for an adorable cat.

The cat hesitated, then slowly made their way to Jisung's hands. Jisung let out a silent squeal and brought the pretty cat closer to his face, nuzzling their noses together.

Minho stares at them fondly, then jumps when a cat licks his hand.

"That's Dori," one of the waiters say, placing their drinks and food onto the table and gesturing to the cat in Jisung's arms, "and that's Soonie." He said, pointing to the cat in Minho's lap. "If you like them, they're up for adoption."

Minho nods as the waiter walks away, thinking about how much he'd love some cats.

"Aww, Dori," Jisung coos, giggling happily, "you can't eat my cheesecake, it's mine~"

Minho watches them fondly, taking a sip of his americano and laughing slightly as he watches Jisung start eating with his cute quokka cheeks.

"Hyeong, you aren't going to eat?" Jisung asked, his mouth full.

Minho snapped out of his trance and gave Jisung a smile, starting to eat.

When they were done eating, they played with the cats until the cafe had to close.

They got on a bus and went back to Minho's place, immediately going to Minho's bed.

Minho smiles as he watches Jisung bring Minho's sheets close to his face and trying to inhale his scent without Minho seeing. Minho doesn't care about Jisung smelling his sheets, he finds it cute, especially when Jisung tries to hide the cute little things he does, but it's actually very obvious.

Minho took Jisung into his arms and kissed his temple.

"Hyeong..." Jisung said quietly.

"Yeah?"

"Can I tell you something?" Jisung asked. "Even if it's too early, can you promise not to hate me?"

Minho's blood ran cold. Was Jisung about to say what he feared? Minho doesn't want everything to end. He doesn't want to leave Jisung, he loves Jisung.

"Y-yeah," Minho swallowed, "go ahead. I promise I won't hate you."

"I..." Jisung paused. "Hyung, I think I love you."

Minho tensed. It was now or never. If he didn't do it now, he would be leading Jisung on.

"Get out..." Minho said lowly.

"H-hyeong-?"

"Get out!" Minho yelled, pushing Jisung out of his bed. "Get out of my house!"

Minho's heart broke as he heard Jisung let out a cry of pain and a sob.

"Hyeong," Jisung sobbed, "w-what did I do w-wrong?"

"Get out, Jisung!" Minho yells. "I never loved you! I've been playing you this whole time!"

"Hyeong-"

"Get out of my house before I make you!" Minho yelled, standing above Jisung.

Jisung scrambled out of Minho's room and a few seconds later, his front door slammed shut.

Minho stood in his bedroom numbly for a minute, then he broke down in tears.

Jisung had looked so broken and it was all his fault.

Minho pounded his fists on the floor and screamed in pain. He had hurt Jisung so, so much.

Minho screamed until he couldn't anymore, then he sobbed and curled up into a ball.