Chapter 15: Rakel Mira

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Aith has let me sit on the sun lounger, then he swam for a bit. I frowned. I wanna go back to the water-- I don't feel that sore, to be honest.

I read on the internet that sex would leave me sore all over but..  I guess the water helped?

If I were to think about it... Maybe. I think so..

I remembered what happened before the nap I took just this afternoon.

Aithnayn.. He..

I think my cheeks heated. I can't say that I did not like it. I actually loved it. How his touch felt like in my skin, and oh, how he held me under the shower.

Flashback

The tub was slowly filled with water, I felt the cold water making my clothes wet. Aith sat beside the tub, looking at me, looking at him. His cold blue eyes on me. I blushed.

I am trying to read his mind. Yeah, TRYING. Because honestly? I am having a hard time reading him, but as i look at him, all I can see is that one emotion. Strong. Lust. He wants me. He wants me so bad.

I won't deny the fact that I want him too. I am innocent of this feeling but I like it, and I love it when I see it in him--  directed at me. I dont even know what i'll do if he will look at other girls with that emotion. I might flip. And in my case, I dont want that to happen. I have been slipping, since I saw him again. And it's only been a day or two that I almost slipped a few times.

My image as Rakel Mira the talented and nice girl will be ruined.. I shook my head. This can't be happening, I know I guarded my actions well, how I move, speak and act. And after being with him, I am sure as the rain, he will break my mask. I am not a hypocrite to not acknowledge his effect on me.   

I felt his lips when he kissed my forehead.

I smiled and pulled him closer to me trying to let go of the fear of  losing my rationality. I don't really care about rationality right now with him beside me, making me feel emotions. His smell is addicting. His lips, soft and sweet, and his smile just for me. These reasons are enough to make me slip from the image I've built for myself.

I claim ownership of those lovely lips. Cold blue eyes. Messy grey blonde hair. And when I decide to claim or own something, I never let go. Ever.

His lips grazed softly mine and I took the opportunity to kiss him softly, deeply. Like how I see those actors  in the movies I watched, yet, this feeling is never an act, its what I truly want, and feel. No lies.

Cupping my face, he deepened the kiss and i felt the water in the tub rise. He's wet with me, inside the tub. I sighed. Water spilled on the tiled floor then he lifted me a bit. Making me sit between his legs, his hands snaking on my waist and then pulled me closer to his body.

Leaving my waist, his hands slid to my legs and then slowly massaged my inner thigh.

"Aith..?" I tried to look at him and he just smiled at me.

'That smile again!' I almost screamed my thoughts.

He pulled my safety shorts along with my panties off. Surprised, I almost jumped when his finger found my core, wet from the water, and then found the sensitive bud waiting, asking for attention.

Core throbbing, I held onto his shoulders, like my life depended on it.

"Mm.. Mira.."

"Yes.." I breathed. A moan escaping from my mouth and I can't help it. This man is breaking me, slowly. "Aithnayn.."

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