I Love My Boyfriend

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I love him
5 years
He is everything to me
He is my rock
Without him, I'd probably be dead

So how can I do this to him?
I love him
But all I've done is hurt him
All I've done is make him insecure
All I've done is make him cry
All I've done is hurt him

He is my best friend
So why is it so hard to be his friend right now?
Why am I struggling to exist with him?

I love him
I want to marry him
I want to have children with him
But all I've done is hurt him

I don't deserve him
I don't deserve his love
I don't deserve his care
I don't deserve his time
I don't deserve him

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