poetry of the confused soul

My New Best Friend

We've gone through to much
We really can't let go

Even though we can not touch
We still say hello

I see it you know
I know you miss me
I know you're full of woe

And I'm sure you know I see

We act as though things are okay
When both know full well that it's not
I can see you waiting for the day

For you to get what you once got

You're my new best friend now
I've never gotten along with someone so well
But you know I won't allow
To put you through hell

I miss you too
I don't think you know it
But I really do
But there's a reason we split

I didn't want to use you
Didn't want to take you for a ride
My immaturity said adieu
And I know because of it, you cried

I'm so sorry I left you that way
If only it could've been different
I know I will pay
For seeming so indifferent

(Once again another old one, from April 2017. Decided to finish it this one)