5 years
5 years of hardship
5 years of love
For the first time in those 5 years, I've fallen for someone else
For the first time in those 5 years, we've decided it's time to explore outside monogamy
Now we're here
One month in and I am head over heels
Head over heels over a man I never thought I would be with
A man I used to fear
A man I used to think hated my entire being
But now he loves me
And I love him too
And I still love you
I love you both
But I won't lie
He's been on my mind
Every day, every hour
I'm obsessed
His eyes
His voice
His laugh
His smile
His smell
I'm obsessed
With you, it's the same
Your eyes
Your voice
Your laugh
Your smile
Your smell
I'm obsessed
This someone new has changed me
Changed us
And I still don't know if it's for the better
YOU ARE READING
poetry of the confused soul
PoetryJust stuff I write when I'm feeling stuff. Inconsistent and messy. For some background, this stuff varies from early teens all the way to present-day, in my 20s.
