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WHOLESOME

My eyes are closing*********

Why's it's so hot wait it's soft and cold waves where am I. I abruptly open my eyes all I could see was dark room . It was a dream ,wait I have to sleep it has to continue I want to sleep but for some reason I couldn't even have a blink of it.

I can't believe it was a dream the emotion I was feeling were so real that I can't denie the fact I'm still stuck there at that time period waiting for the one and only.

No matter how much I try to get over,amI  still waiting for him. Wish he would to .
Lily's  pov:-" why did he appear in my dream , ha why?. I should search it in web
Really I end up searching it ".

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it says

☆WHEN SOMEONE APPEAR IN YOUR DREAM THAT MEANS YOUR HEART IS LONGING FOR THEM AND THERE ARE HIGH CHANCE THEY MIGHT BE FEELING THAT TOO☆

What is it true? Not every thing is true in web, what if he's feeling it too. There are chances that I also appear in his dream , what would be his reaction after seeing me  he probably heating it. After that incident he doesn't even want to hear my name again. True it's my fault too but he also has a share in it.

Bury it down , sleep no need to waste time on useless things.
Sleep .......  wait what if it's true ? Hmm
Wait  i have to sleep .

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh seriously pls calm the hell out of me I can't sleep.

Next morning

Lily woke up with a big sigh.... that's true her dream didn't continued which made her feel more uneasy. All that she vivdy saw felt so real and Now she was missing him more like being in hell. But at the same time she was hoping that she could move on.

Past 9.30
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Pran:- hey there.
           What you doing.
Lily:-  well I kind of had a dream.and it was
Pran:- lawrine.
Lily:- wtf how you know
Pran:- I kind of had a hunch but I think you should be  over him.
Lily:- I am over.
Pran:- I had been hearing it since when I  can't even recall.
Lily:- yeah so on you know it's past now.               and after all I'm courting the junior.
Pran:- are you serious.
Lily:-yeah !
Pran:- well happy for you but you know.                  she's a total red flag.
Lily:- no she's cute.
Pran:- what was her name again
Lily:-yume ahhhhh cute .
Pran:- bad one though. Bad i have to go.
Lily:-ok take care.

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Yume in Japanese stand s for dream. And in this context pran is referring yume as bad dream.

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Well think of it as bad dream. Having lawrine by your side. Well I'm move on. You can't stuck on some one right.

But I truly messed up like pretending the one you aren't something coward do. Courting her is bit much,well let it be I'm mess by the way ha..