• Mastermind • | NamJin || BOOK 3#

Thirty-Eight. Confession to God

Jimin goes back and forth with Jungkook.

Jungkook follows him everywhere, listens to everything Jimin says, fulfills every whim he has; It doesn't matter what it is: if Jimin says it, it's almost a call for Jungkook to break through walls to get it if necessary.

Jin compares his existence to Jungkook's. Jimin is Jungkook's god. Maybe that's why Jimin is so arrogant towards Namjoon: they are both gods who are worshiped and loved just as they are. However, it is different. It's terribly different. Because Jimin does what it would be expect from a god consistent with his follower.

Jimin doesn't look at Namjoon the way he sees Jungkook.

Jimin doesn't treat Namjoon the way he treats Jungkook.

Jimin doesn't love Namjoon the way he loves Jungkook.

Namjoon doesn't expose any difference between him and Jimin's person when he should! How much more must Jin show him for Namjoon to realize how much he adores him!? Of everything he is and will be capable of doing for him. Jin is already an Altered. He kills people. Spy on people. He does everything Namjoon asks, even the most disgusting and still...

He's not his favorite.

To the point that they only had one date.

Jin goes back to the same thing: being locked up twenty-four hours a day working and him, going out from here to there, pretending that he is in the morning, check the area and see Seokjin.

As if it wasn't enough misfortune.

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"You should be careful with Jin," Namjoon raises an eyebrow, finding Jackson's comment strange. "I know you have him under control, just like Jimin or Hoseok, but he seems a little unstable to me these days."

"Defines: unstable."

"He hasn't stopped crying. He does his job, but the amount of electric shocks he's caused have no name," Jackson says and Namjoon rolls his eyes. Now what's up? Frankly, he's starting to have a hard time keeping up with Jin's emotional crises. There are too many. "Take him for a walk again or something. The poor thing must be on the verge of madness always stuck in four walls."

"I didn't know you were the type to pamper your partners." Namjoon taunts, letting his head fall to the side. Jackson gets a chill.

Namjoon looks grim right now. He knows that he doesn't like him talking about Jin, but he felt it necessary the warn. He didn't believe he would receive this specifically.

"You have to be careful... especially when it is as important as Jin" he points out the obvious and Namjoon gives a mocking snort. "Come on, have a little heart... you should imitate your cat. He was with him while he was crying. He always does."

Namjoon passes by Jackson, who suffers another string of chills. He wishes he wasn't afraid of Namjoon's gaze, but it's too hard. Did he say something so bad? Namjoon arrives in the room where Jin is, who wipes his face with his hands and continues with what he is doing on the computer. Namjoon looks out, everything there looks good. Nothing that can be dangerous.

"Why are you crying? Jin."

"Nothing. My eyes just burn." Jin replies. Namjoon slowly closes the laptop.

"What's wrong?" Namjoon insists.

Jin purses his lips and hands between his legs, shrugging and squeezing his eyes shut, tears welling up.

"Why don't you Love me?"

"Please, Jin, this conversation couldn't be more spent-"

"DON'T MAKE ME THINK I'M CRAZY! I'M NOT! I'M NOT CRAZY! DID SEOKJIN CONVINCE YOU TOO THAT I AM!?" Jin shouts, hysterical, standing up suddenly and facing him. Namjoon blinks repeatedly. "I KNOW WHAT I SEE! I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING AND IT'S NOT FAIR! IT'S NOT FAIR IT'S NOT FAIR IT'S NOT FAIR!" He shouts, putting his hands to his face, constantly stamping his feet. An explosion is heard not far away.