▬promise of particles▬lloyd x FEM!reader▬

World Destroyer :144:

Things in this chapter do get a little steamy for the first 700 words, but nothing fully NSFW happens
(notes/warnings at the bottom of you want short spoilers)

Hope you enjoy kicking your feet and blushing to this chapter :3
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You frowned, watching him pull his hand back, his gaze trained on the floor. "What do you mean.. what do you mean it was me..?" Your voice quivered just barely.

"I saw you in the grave. You were paled, eyes glossed over and gray. A silver sword with runes on it was held in your hands." He stated automatically, the emotion drained from his voice. "And I buried you."

Swallowing, you shook your head. "Lloyd. Lloyd, look at me." You lifted his head, snapping him out of his thoughts. "You are not going to hurt me, I promise. And if you somehow did, you wouldn't mean to. Because you love me. And I would understand and forgive you, because I love you. Okay? I'm- fucking hell.. I'm so sorry."

His eyes darted up, meeting your gaze. "Please don't tell any of the kids about thi- Why are you sorry?" Lloyd's eyes darted over your face, trying to figure out what was going on. "What happened?"

"I- when you passed out when becoming the Conduit, the.. the voice took control of me. I mentioned not liking it before, and this is why. It took control of me, and made me kneel beside you, and I pressed my forehead to your's. I could- I could feel my visions getting a transfered. The purple faded from my eyes."
You took a deep breath.
"Its my fault why you are having these visions-"

Lloyd stood up, continuing to unwrap you again, and began dabbing a wet cloth to clean the blood. "It's not your fault. You said you weren't in control. So it's not your fault. When I was possessed, do you think it was my fault that I hurt the team? Even though the actions were beyond my will?"

Tensing, you knitted your brow. "Not at all, it's not your- ohh.. I see. Smartass. Damnit.. why do you have to be so good at.. what's the opposite of guilt-tripping... Unguilt-tripping?"

He turned to grab a fresh roll of bandages, turning to face you. His hand pressed onto your thigh, as the other cupped your jaw. A little squeak escaped your throat as he kissed you again.

You couldn't lie and say that your head didn't spin as he kissed you senseless.. but whatever you were thinking about had mysterious vanished. All your thoughts suddenly filled with him.
Laughing, you pushed his chest back, motioning to your side. "Come on Greenbean, the others are going to get worried, and I would prefer if they didn't walk in on me shirtless as we made out."

"You're never fun." He grinned, the ivory of his teeth barely showing. "Hold your arm straight like this." Lifting up your arm to a 90° angle, he began wrapping under it, and around your stomach.

As he quickly finished, you twisted slightly to make sure it wouldn't come loose while fighting. "Seems good. Help me put my Gi back on?" You asked, standing up.

Lloyd circled around you, smirking. "Hm? But I like this a bit better." He stopped behind you, resting a hand on your exposed stomach, his thumb resting over the hem of your bra. Pressing a kiss into your hair, he sighed. "We need a day all to ourselves soon."

Arching your neck to look back at him, you smiled. "Oh? Would the kids be in the way of our plans?"

"Definitely." He agreed, nuzzling his face into the crook of your neck. "Kai.. or maybe even Cole could babysit them, take them out to the crossroads for a day. Then I could have my beautiful love all to myself." Leaning down, he picked up the bottom half of the Gi that was hanging from your hips, helping you slip it back over your shoulders.

You tied the belt once more over your chest, stretching again to make sure everything was comfortable.. as comfortable as a blast to the side could be. "Let's get going, they probably already have a plan."