Decided by Destiny

CHAPTER 8 *Unexpected*

After 10 days,

These days she used to think only about her father and now she had decided one thing that now she will have to forget Ishaan and everything related to him because she only has to keep her father happy.

The doctor has clearly said that his life is now depends only on medicines.

Now a days her mother nd her only motive is to make her dad more nd more happy nd make sure that he'll never have any stress related to anything.

Also, she started preparing hard for her exams to score good, not only good even better marks.
To make her father proud on her.

But she didnt have any hint that what is going to happen with her.

Actually her mother didnt inform her, that her father can live about
4 - 5 months only, he have major problems in his heart bcz of which he can't be able to survive more than that.

She don't have any idea about it.
Her mother also not allowed her to touch files of her father, bcz she knows her daughter loves her father so much.

After her exams over the last day of exam when she came home, she heard a news again that her father had a second attack nd according to doctor that is his last chance after this attack if he got any attack may be... The chances are very high that he might be die.

Now their condition also started becoming weak and they started having shortage of money. All the money started running out, medicines started getting very expensive, that is why a lot of money started running out just for her treatment, she was left with no option, Aastha's mother was now not able to even afford to send her to such an expensive school.

So in 11th, she left Doon's school.

Before that, the day when her result was to come, his father died... Yess her father.., died after hearing the result marks.

Just like, he is only waiting for her result nd watch her daughter.. being happy also he want to live until he could feel proud of his daughter..

Because when she (aastha) announced her result he was on the bed nd taking his last breath...!!

After 3 years,
Her mother also died in car accident.

After this all stuff, this incidents broke her internally. After that she left Delhi city where she lost her parents.

She go to Mumbai for her further studies.
Where she started her career as a civil servant. !!

In Mumbai,
She lived in a small house, just like a one room only.
But that's enough for her cz she lived alone there !!

Her life is full of sadness now... !!
She just want to be die now but she can't end her life by her own cz......
(Now you guys going to know about it in aastha's pov)

After 10 years,
Aastha infront of her mom's photo.

Aastha's pov

Mom, it's me your aastha because of whom you leaved.
You leaved.. !!
Yesss.... Aap meri hi vjh se mujhe hi chod ke gyi na.. !!
(You left me because of me, right?)

Us din mujhe bachate bachate hi aapki Jaan gyi.
(That day you lost your life just to save me, right?)

And when someone sacrifices his life to save you, it is very important for you to live whether you want to or not.

Nd that's why I have to live.
If I commit suicide, die, end my life, then there will be no value left for your life.
You ended your life for me and if I had ended my life then your life would not have had any value.

After this, I open the drawer and take out a photo of Ishaan from it.
Yes Ishaan's photo

Why Ishaan, why.... Why are you ruling my heart in such a way that even a moment goes by in a day that I don't remember my father, but not a single moment passes in a day that I don't miss you. No matter how much I remember my parents, but I miss you so much more than them.
                         Why is this happening to me? When did I start loving you this much?

When did you become so important to me?

Why did I allow you to come into my heart?

When did you rule my heart in such a way that I don't see anyone else except you?

Even today, if a boy proposes to me, I would have rejected him just by saying that there is someone else in my life whereas in my life.... you are not only in my life, you are in my heart, you are in my mind,you are in my thoughts, not in life.

The whole day goes by just wondering where you will be, how you will be, what you are doing.

One day it has not been gone in these 10 years that I am not asking God that God is just a glimpse of ishan only one time in this life, I have to see Ishaan.

Pov end..!!

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