𝐬𝐥𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐬 • 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥 𖹭 𝐦.𝐫 (𝟐/𝟐)

casually making

his way back into your
life...

✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦

It's as if nothing ever changed.

Here, in the moment, our eyes are almost like... speaking unspoken words.

Like I said 5 minutes ago, I can take a hint. They were talking about me. Mattheo saying he hopes I wasn't hurt.

If only he knew.

"You wanted to talk?" I break the silence. Its been 4 minutes and he hasn't said anything.

"Yeah... yeah, I just wanted to apologize." He says, stumbling om his words.

"For?" Oh you know exactly what for, Y/n.

"I should've been loyal to you. We wer-"

"Loyal? We were just casual." His own words against him.

I've decided to put on the act of didn't affect me, don't care.

He sighs. "Y/n."

"Mattheo."

"I haven't even looked at another girl since I... broke it off with you. I don't even know what I was doing; hanging around with other girls. When you're the one I want."

I don't know how to feel, honestly.

I should be happy. The guy that has seen, feel, heard and had every part of me is telling me that he only wants me.

But, the problem is that it's Mattheo. And I know this man. Like, I know him.

Did he argue with that blonde and now he's running back to me?

"Mattheo... I genuinely really like you as a person but how can I just trust that? You haven't proven otherwise in the past."

He fiddles with his fingers.

It's true; has he ever shown to me that I'm the only one? Has he ever shown to me that I should trust him?

Well, partly yes. He's a trustworthy guy. I know him inside and out, some of his biggest fears.

What makes him happy, what makes him sad. I know some of his favorite childhood memories.

Like I was saying, some of the talks we had were pretty deep. But after he goes deep inside of me he forgets who I really am.

No, I'm not going to shut up about the fact that we couldn't just go on a date, or soend some time together without me giving him something in return.

Maybe I was being used and maybe I was just an idiot.

"Y/n, I... I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry making you feel uncomfortable or like you can't trust me. I genuinely, really only want you. You're literally such an amazing girl and I don't know why I didn't go after you earlier. I should've told you how I felt and I'll do anything to earn you back."

He continues.

"It's 'cause I don't want you to just say it's okay. I want to prove to you that it'll be okay. That we'll be okay. Together. Like, a couple."