𝐬𝐥𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐬 • 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐞 𖹭 𝐛.𝐳

you being unhappy
with your body...

(soft + smut)

kinda tw: talk about
body imagine and insecurities

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"Why didn't you show up to class today? I had something to give you, baby." Blaise says gently, seeing my lying on my bed.

He sets a bouquet of white roses on my bedside table and sits on my bed.

"You mi- Are you crying?!"

I turn my head away from him.

I haven't felt very good today. A few too many looks at the mirror and I've analyzed every part of my body, making me only feel worse.

I will never be perfect.

Too fat, too skiny. I'm sick of being okay. In my eyes, I'm always acceptable but never amazing.

And at some times, I don't even accept myself. I just look in the mirror and think... fuck.

And today has just been one of those days where these thoughts consume me and I just lost the ability to leave my dorm.

I stayed curled up in my bed, crying and thinking of ways to change. I just wanna change and be anyone else.

It's embarrassing, really. But here I am.

"No." I sniff and I feel his hand cupping my cheek and turning my face toward him, his eyes worried.

"Baby, talk to me. Please."

"I- It's nothing." I say, my voice teary and his comforting tone only making me feel worse for not speaking to him.

He's always been there for me.

I sit up and he pulls me closer, into his lap as I crumble.

"I just... it's because... I'm just never enough." I blurt out, not knowing how to explain my feelings. But he always understands.

"You're always enough. Not just for me, but for everyone. You're gorgeous inside and out, there's no doubt about that. You're kind and compassionate and I love everything about you."

"I mean, there's nothing not to love. Look at you! You're so fucking stunning and beautiful and just gorgeous that I'm amazed anytime I look at you."

"Don't say that you're never enough and don't even think that because you are more than enough. You always will be."

"Yes, I made that speech off of the top of my head and it was probably shit but I mean every word of it. Every word, Y/n."

I chuckle with tears in my eyes, the support from him overwhelming.

He kisses the top of my forehead and I snuggle into him, the feeling of sadness and emptiness just gone away.

"I love you." I mumble, suddenly feeling tired after my crying sesh. He pulls me ever closer and I rest my head against his chest.

I fall asleep in his lap, the warmth of his body warming and consoling my heart.

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God, that was the best sleep of my life.

I stretch my arms as I wake up, tangled up in my sheets and I instantly spot Blaise next to me.

I blink at him, seeing him already awake. And shirtless. Sigh. I could wake up like this every day.

He rolls over, pulling me into him by my waist and I kiss his collarbone, his smell driving me crazy.

"You feeling any better?" He says, stroking my hair.

"Mhm. Thank you, baby."

I look up at him and he doesn't waste any time to kiss me, making me whimper in surprise at how fast he's on top of me when I pull away.

He kisses my neck and my breath hitches when he pulls down my pijama shorts.

"Blaise..." I breathe out.

"You're-" My shirt goes over my head. "perfect." He says, not needing to take a bra off since I wasn't even wearing one.

His tounge swipes over my nipple while pulling my panties down. I moan when I feel him press his buldge down between my legs.

He kisses his way down my body, making me squirm beneath him.

He reachs my lower stomach and I feel him reach a hand between my legs.

I let out a loud groan when I feel him slide two fingers inside of me. "Fuck."

"God, you're pussy is so tight." He mumbles as he finger fucks me, knuckles deep.

He kisses my thigh as his thumb circkes around my clit.

I gasp as pleasure radiates through my body and he has to hold my stomach down so I don't squirm.

It doesn't take long for me to reach the familiar high that Blaise never fails to give me and I clutch the bedsheets as I finish all over his fingers.

"Blaise!" I moan loudly, whimpering as his fingers continue to hit my G-spot and I tremble.

"Fuck, you're beautiful." He says, looking down at my as he rubs his buldge against my already sensitive clit.

"Fuck me, baby." I whisper and he wastes no time in taking his boxers off and rubbing his bare cock against my slit.

He slides inside of me and I whimper as he gives me tine to adjust, letting me push myself up against him as he groans.

"You feel so good." He says, starting to thrust into me, every movement sending pleasure up my spine.

"I love you." I whimper, biting my lip as he squeezes my boob, pinching my nipple at the same time.

"I love you." With each word he thrusts even deeper inside of me and I scream as I finish again, sweat beading on my forehead.

I throb around his cock and he sucks in a breath before I feel him finish inside of me.

"B- baby." I whimper as he pulls out of me. I kiss his shoulder as he digs his head into my neck.

"You're so... perfect." He says for the 100th time.

But this time I feel it. This time he etches those words into my heart because I know he always means it.

And I couldn't be more grateful.

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people wants blaise and enzo
oneshots but i did blaise because
he only had one!!

following what was said
in this oneshot, i just want
you all to know one thing;
YOU ARE ENOUGH.

no one tried
to read my eyes
no one but you 🎶

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