𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐬 𖹭 𝐭.𝐫 (𝟐/𝟐)

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you accidentally
cutting yourself when
trying to clean up something
he broke during a fight...

part 2!

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- YOUR POV -

For months I dont speak to Tom.

And for months he's pleading for my forgivness. I'm not ignoring him to be cruel; I need time.

He carries my books for me to class, he restocks me on my makeup, shampoo and everything whenever I run out.

He buys me everything I talk about. Which... I don't even talk to him about, but somehow he always knows.

Diamond earrings, designer bags, pretty clothes and more. It's bittersweet considering the fact that out argument was about how much he spends.

I still don't speak to him; he can't buy my forgivness. The argument, the shouting, the broken glass and the cut.

I know that he's sorry, he's told me more than a million times. He loves me and I still love him.

We are meant for eachother but this is something big enough for me to hold a grudge.

But, deep deep down, I miss my boyfriend. I miss having someone to go to at night to cuddle.

I miss someone to confide in and I miss his touch, his care and his love. I cry every night, missing how close we were.

I think about the future and what if with each argument he overreacts like this? What if he gets too angry and hurts me next?

"Y/n?" A soft voice snaps me out of my thoughts as if on cue and I flinch, seeing the familiar face enter my dorm.

- TOM'S POV -

I come into Y/n's dorm and seeing her flinch when she sees me makes the knife in my heart twist just a bit more.

"Baby..."

"Don't call me that."

I suck in a breath. That was the first time she'd spoken to me in months and it was to tell me not to call her baby.

Well, I guess we're getting somewhere.

"I brought you food." I stretch out my arms, the smell of blueberry muffins filling the room and I try my best to smile when she doesn't even look at them.

I set them on her desk, kneeling down infront of her.

"Stop doing this to me." My whisper comes out ragged and so does my breathing.

Something flickers in her eyes; the ones above dark eyebags and swollen cheeks probably from crying. But she couldn't look more beautiful.

She gave me a look that said: "Doing what?".

"You're driving me crazy. I can't function without you, Y/n. I've learnt my lesson, I've been working on myself. I'm so fucking sorry and I promise you I will never raise my voice at you again."

"I'll never make you uncomfortable and... and I'll do anything to make you happy. Say the word and it's done, baby. I'm sorry. I love you." 

I bite my lip, tears in my eyes and I hide my head on her thighs, ashamed at the show of emotion, but too gone to care.

- YOUR POV -

The sound of Tom's voice; how genuine and how raw his words felt made me look back.

Look back at all the good deeds he had done for me these last months and...

Maybe it was time for me to give him a second chance...

"Tom, I need to think." I mumble, mindlessly playing with his hair as his head shakes in my thighs.

He lifts his head up, 2 loose tears on his cheeks.

"More than you already have? You need to tell me something... anything. I'll wait, baby. But I need to know what you're thinking."

"I wanna give you a second chance, I'm just hesitating. What if we argue again? Then what?"

"Then I'll speak to you and we'll sort it out. I promise to never even out you in a situation where you night hurt yourself. I was such an idiot."

"You really were. But I love you anyway." I grin for the first time in weeks.

It's a small smile, but Tom's eyes fill with amusement and he stands up, lifting me to my feet.

"I love you." He says before smoothly smashing his lips against mine, the feeling familiar.

His hands grip my waist and I moan, not holding back anymore and completely giving into him.

His mouth and kiss dominates mine, and I feel tears down my cheek. He pulls away.

"Baby..."

"I've just missed this so much." I sniff, gripping his hair before kissing him softly.

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We get lost in eachother for the rest of the night, the feeling of love and lust making me fall for him once more.

And it felt like home.

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