DOLCE AMORE | VKOOK

chapter fifteen.

a loser just wrote this chapter. happy reading.

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Taehyung's head is a mess. An ache started to grow again, making him groan.

"You look like shit." Wooshik comments and throws a towel directly at his face.

"Hey!"

"Get up already and freshen up, man. You reek of alcohol. Crying over Hyuji won't go anywhere. You need to move on."

Taehyung almost lets out a snort.

Yeah right. Everyone thinks he's heartbroken because of Hyuji.

If only they knew.

The alpha could still feel the dry tears on his cheeks.

Damnit. He cried again last night.

Today is sunday and the last time he had seen Jungkook was friday, two days ago.

He was just at Jimin's apartment last night but then, he had decided to come over here, in the frat house.

He knows Jimin is tired of his ass crying and staring at the wall for the whole day. It's embarrassing to let your brother witness that.

The image that night was still fresh on his mind. He could still see it even if he closed his eyes.

His mind seems to like slowly torturing him.

The lips of Jihoon on Jungkook's soft rosy plump lips-

"Fucking shit." He threw the towel onto the bed harshly and held his head with both of his hands and sighs.

He's a mess.

And having feelings for Jungkook is much more messed up.

Taehyung couldn't even tell anyone about it. He knows they'll judge him, they'll judge the forbidden feelings he harbors for the omega.

He's feeling drained. He desperately wants to let it all out, tell a single soul and maybe give him a piece of advice.

But he's alone in this battle he just started and he's already defeated. Not even an armor can help him.

The rest of the day, he only helped out in the frat house. Cleaning, doing household chores and greeting the guests.

And no, he didn't sleep with any of them.

God, why would he? When all he could think of was just Jungkook, Jungkook, Jungkook!

That gorgeous doe eyed omega was just- at this point Taehyung wishes he was just adopted by the Kims so that they wouldn't be related.

It's not that much to ask for, right?

He gulps down his saliva while reading the texts. Jungkook is asking for him.

His fingers are itching to text Jungkook back, to ask if he was doing okay, if he had eaten or how many hours his sleep was.

And if the omega was over the moon because finally- freaking finally, the doe eyed omega had finally gotten his first kiss.

Yet he couldn't bring himself to. The image was haunting every single corner of his mind and heart.

He knows it's not fair for Jungkook but sadly, Taehyung is not good at handling his feelings and he hates that part of him. So much.

The ache is still fresh in his chest and his alpha is still mad at him for doing nothing when that kiss happened right in front of his face.

He should have broken Jihoon's face when he had the chance.