𝑗𝑢𝑑𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔ℎ𝑎𝑚💌 𝑖𝑚𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠

two broken souls pt.2❤️‍🩹

"Jude, that's enough. That's not funny."

"That's not supposed to be funny Y/n. Im serious. I love you and-"

"Oh, stop it. You have a girlfriend. Things can never happen again with us."

"Y/n please. We can-"

"Y/n! Can you bring me the glasses and dishes now? I have to wash these off slowly Hun."

"Yes of course. I'll come right away."

I took the glasses and wanted to go into the kitchen and bring them to Sky but Jude stood in front of me.

He placed his hands on mine and looked deep into my eyes.

"Y/n, can we talk about this later?"

"No. We don't even talk about it anymore because there's nothing left to talk about."

"Y/n please don't do this."

"What shouldn't she do?"

I turned around and saw Grace standing there. I immediately turned away from Jude so that his hands were no longer on mine.

"Uh he says i-I shouldn't drop the g-glasses. So I'll take them to the kitchen."

I left the two of them alone and brought the dishes to Sky in the kitchen.

"Oh man Y/n there you are. I already figured out where you were."

"Yes, I'm sorry. Something was held up."

"Hey, is everything okay? You look a little pale."

"Yeah, I just have a headache. But here are the glasses you wanted."

"Oh thank you. You are a true sweetheart."

"Sure, of course. Anything else I can do for you?"

"You should rest now. Thanks for your help but I think that's about it."

Sky and I then walked to the others who were still in the balcony.

"Ah, there you two are."

We were all chatting and I tried to get the conversation with Jude out of my head. But it doesn't work because i can feels his gaze at me. he keeps looking at me.

"I'll be right back. I need to go to the toilet quickly."

I told the others and then walked in the direction of the bathroom.

Once there I did my business and washed my hands. When I was finished and wanted to go out, a person pulled me back into the bathroom. I looked up at the person and saw Jude standing in front of me.

"Jude? What are you doing?"

"I just need to talk to you alone
Y/n."

"You can not be serious. Let me out!"

I wanted to get past him and out of the bathroom but he wouldn't let me through.

"Jude-"

"No. You listen to me now. I just want you to listen to me. One and a half years ago my world ended. At that time I lost the love of my life. You left me without even a word. No reason and no way for me to understand. All I feel anymore is this overwhelming pain and the emptiness you left behind. I thought we were happy. I thought we had a future. It's as if all the memories we created together suddenly became meaningless. I don't know how to continue. All I know is that I miss you and that my heart needs you Y/n. I need you. And you don't even know how much I need you anymore. The worst part is not knowing. Not knowing why you left, what went wrong, or if I could have done something to save us. It leaves me in this torturous limbo, stuck between holding on and letting go. I loved you with all I had, and now I'm left with nothing but questions and a broken heart."

"I-I don't know w-what to say."

"Just tell me why. Why did you leave me Y/n. We both belong together. I know it and you know it too. We both need each other. I really need you back and i will do anything."

"Jude, leaving you was the hardest decision I've ever made. I left because I wanted you to fully focus on your football career. I saw the potential in you, the talent, the dedication but I also saw how much you were torn between your love for me and your commitment to your dream. I didn't want to be the reason you held back, even if it meant breaking my own heart. I didn't want you to have any regrets or what-ifs. I wanted you to chase your dream with everything you had, without any distractions, even if that distraction was our love. Every day without you has been painful. Watching you succeed from afar has been bittersweet; I'm so proud of you, but it's been hard knowing I couldn't be there to celebrate with you. I want you to understand that my decision was never about wanting to be apart from you. I did it out of love, out of hope for your future. And now, seeing how far you've come, I don't regret that choice."

"Baby I understand now, but that understanding only fuels my longing to have you back. I can't help but think of all the moments we shared, the laughter, the quiet times, the way you looked at me with those eyes full of love. I can't let go of the love we had, the dreams we built together. I believe in us, in the bond we share, and I refuse to let fate decide our story's end. I want to hold you again, to feel your warmth and to tell you that no matter what, I'm here for you and that I love you. So damn much."

i love you
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