Freedom Love Obsession

Overthinking 😮‍💨

(I have never written any sexual scenes it will be first time so please don't expect anything special🙏)

Warning : Slightly mature content 🔞

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When he realized the meaning of Kim's words, the thought that maybe Kim was thinking of giving up on him made a knot of dread in his stomach. A small snort escaped Kim's lips as he looked up to ask Kim, indicating that Kim was asleep. Chay laid his head down on Kim's chest again and went to sleep, deciding to talk the matter over with Kim in the morning. 

Kim was in a hurry to get to the cafe due to waking up late in the morning, so he couldn't talk to Kim even then. Chay went to the restaurant with the same thoughts. Mark had decided to reopen the restaurant so there were few customers that day and he had no other thoughts on his mind while he helped Mark make their orders. After the afternoon break, the restaurant was temporarily closed, and Mark Jae Ho himself and the three sat down to eat. 

Chay encourages Mark to give his feelings for Jae Ho a chance, and then Chay has to stop himself from laughing at Mark's flirting skills. But Chay was still happy to see Jae Ho blushing because of Mark. As he returned home, his thoughts once again engulfed him. While eating, Prathi says that his office colleague has planned a weekend trip and wants everyone to go along. 

But today was the official second day of Chay's part-time job so he can't take the day off right away because Mark is relying on him to start his restaurant. So he refuses to go on the trip and so does Kim because their cafe has just opened so it's not worth it to be closed for three days. Weekends are the most crowded, so it would be a loss for the cafe to be closed during that time, and if Chay is here, it's not right to leave him alone. And then Prathi Hali Shin Vin decided to go on the trip on Friday evening. After Chay finished his meal, he waited in their bedroom to talk to Kim but fell asleep from exhaustion by the time Kim arrived.

The next morning, Kim acted as usual with Chay. Chay had no idea what was going through his mind when he saw Kim getting ready. The thought of how could Kim think of handing over his own husband to someone else so easily was agonizing Chay. With Hali around him, he couldn't even talk to Kim in the morning and ended up going to the restaurant in defeat.

He had been married to Kim for two weeks and although Kim said he wanted to give their relationship a chance, their intimacy was limited to kisses. Kim never tried to cross that line. If Kim really wants to take their relationship to the next level, he's had plenty of opportunities and Chay has never stopped him, but Kim still doesn't let their make out go beyond a kiss. 

It seemed that Kim did not find him sexually appealing and he was the only one interested in all of this. But that's also right because he's the only one in love with Kim, and Kim just likes him and nothing else. But Joe was attracted to him. Chay shook his head 'What am I thinking? Comparing Kim with Joe is wrong. Kim and Joe are very different. Joe just wanted a toy to play with that he could manipulate to his heart's content. But Kim always looked after me and respected my decisions'. "What happened to you?" Mark asked as he saw Chay shaking his head. 

"Nothing" Chay said and started to scramble the egg in the bowl he was holding with his chopsticks. His thoughts were becoming negative every moment. But he restrained himself in order not to break what he now had with Kim. His self-control lasted until Friday, and when the others left for the trip, he decided to talk to Kim after dinner.

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Chay tried to calm his inner turmoil of thoughts but it grew with each passing moment. So when Prathi Hali Shin Vin left for his office weekend vacation on Friday, being alone at home, he decided to ask Kim some questions. After dinner he and Kim were leaning against the headboard of the bed when he sensed the right time and began to speak "Kim I...want to talk to you about something". "Hmmm.. One minute Chay" Kim gave him a single glance and turned back to the mobile.