What will you do when all of your dreams gets trampled and your freedom get snatched away from you by the only person who claims to love you ?
Let's find out.
I am sorry for late update actually after completing this chapter when i tried to visit wattpad it was giving me 403 error and i was tired so i went to sleep 😅
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I have broken him. He is completely broken because of me. I looked at the sleeping figure of Chay who cried himself to sleep. His eyes were puffy from crying, his cheeks were marked with dried tears and his lips were parched.
When he moved, I saw a small cut on his wrist with a drop of dried blood on it. I took the first aid kit from the cabinet in front of the bathroom and gently cleaned the cut and put a band aid on the cut and put the first aid kit back in place.
I splashed water on my face repeatedly and gripped the edges of the basin as I looked at myself in the mirror. I was consumed by guilt. Every word Chay said and his cry echoed in my ears. A small whimper caught my attention as I came out of the bathroom. I looked at Chay, his face was strained, maybe he had a nightmare. I immediately lay down next to him and gently took him in my arms and said in a low voice "It's ok Chay. Everything is fine. It's just a nightmare."
I didn't want this. I was scared when Jae Ho told me about Chay's escape attempt. I was afraid of losing him. Ever since Chay found out the truth, I've been living in this constant fear, and I wasn't ready to let go of the one who healed me... Made me fall in love with him... Lightened up my dark life and gave me a reason to live.
So I thought I could make him stay with me by scaring him and making him believe that his parents are dead. I knew Chay would do something like that so I made a plan with Phi Tankhun. Tankhun was outside their house when the sniper shot Chay's parents. He went there on the pretense that he had come to visit them casually and was about to alert the neighbors and take Chay's parents to the hospital when he heard gunshots.
Everything happened as planned. Chay's parents were taken to our hospital for treatment and were well cared for. I was getting all news through Big and their health was getting better day by day but my relationship with Chay was getting worst.
My plan that day was just to scare Chay but when he accidentally slapped me, I felt humiliated and rejected which I wasn't ready to accept. I felt like my senses were blinded by anger, the same anger I felt when Jae proposed to Chay and I got the whole situation wrong. I know I shouldn't blame Chay for what I did and when I got a punch from Prathi I realized the damage I had done.
I wanted to crawl up to Chay and beg for his forgiveness but my ego got the better of me and I left the house saying "You will not leave this house without my permission". I didn't know where I was going but I needed some time to calm down so I wouldn't cause Chay any more pain. When I came back, everyone in the house was asleep so I quietly entered the bedroom so that if Chay was asleep, I wouldn't disturb him.
