My Sweet🖤My Love

we're gonna be okay

Requested by: casey_mckerryoo

TW: miscarriage

Autumn stared at the wall as the therapist spoke to her about her miscarriage, reece and winter sat next to her on either side.

"Autumn how have you been coping since your miscarriage?" The therapist asked.

"Fine." Autumn responded.
Winter knew its triggering her abit so he moved his knee to her knee to tell her he's still there.

After the session ended autumn was desperate to get home, yes she may have agreed to the therapy but it was overwhelming for her and she couldn't cope to sit there for any longer with winter and reece on either side.

Once her n winter got home she went upstairs to the room where they keep their piano and she began to play the piano duet from the Corpse bride by Tim Burton.
Winter slowly made his way upstairs and his way to sit next to her to play with her.

Autumn looked at him with Red eyes from crying as she played. Winter took his free hand and wiped them clean to soothe her abit.

Later on that night she went to bed early and winter sat downstairs watching TV till a wave in emotion hit him from the loss of his n autumn's unborn child.
It killed him, they didn't know what caused it but it makes him think he must of caused something with his DNA bcs that can sometimes happen but he didn't know really, they were coping so well till that therapy session hit them like a ton of bricks.
Autumn could hear from upstairs he was crying and went downstairs to make him a cup of tea to soothe him.
She gently walked down the stairs and into the kitchen, turning the kettle on and getting his favourite mug out planting a tea bag inside it and two spoons of sugar, as the kettle boiled she took the milk out the fridge and once she walked back, the kettle was finished.

She made his tea and walked into the living room to see him trying to catch his breath from crying. She placed the cup on the coffee table and kneeled down infront of him giving him a warm embrace amd stroked his back slowly to soothe.

"It's okay." She said continuing to say positive affirmation to her love to help  him calm down.
After a short while he calmed down and sat in her embrace for awhile before she let go for him to have a sip of his tea.

"You feel better for letting it all out?" She asked him.
Winter nodded and smiled after putting his tea down.
"Thank you darling, I really appreciated that, it felt really nice to let my emotions out." He responded.

"You don't have to keep your emotions bottled if you need to talk we can talk, if you need to cry you can cry, it's okay." She said stroking his thigh.

Winter smiled more before standing up and turning the TV off, finishing his tea and taking it to the kitchen sink before returning to autumn and taking her hand in his amd walking upstairs to bed.

They reached their bed and autumn got in first whilst Winter got changed into something comfy to sleep in.
He got into bed and spooned autumn as she fell asleep.
"We're gonna be okay." He constantly said stroking her stomach to remember there was once a baby there growing inside her.
After a short while he asked the Alexa to play some gentle meditation music to help him sleep aswell and not long after a minute he fell asleep with autumn in his grasp.

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A/N its short ik but I felt as thought I was in a rush to finish it, I hope you like it, really I just wrote what came to my mind so yea good night its now 2:08 am and I said i was gonna go to sleep at 1:40am but im a liar so welp