You're Mine Only

This doesn't Count

     The phone rang 3 times before Jade picked up on the other side. "Did you tell me them?" Jade asked not even sparing time for greetings. "Hi to you to, and I did to I told them everything. They took it well, actually they want to meet you." I become grateful for no facetime mode because I was grinning like a freak. 

     "That's good, that's really good. When do they want meet me?" I could hear the excitement In her voice. "The next time they're free, do you want to hang out today?" Quickly changing the subject. It's not like I don't want them to meet her, it's just that they're so judge-y too judge-y. She couldn't take that pressure yet. "Of course, I'm free give me like an hour and I'll come pick you up." She hangs up her phone after saying her good byes. 

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     I knock on my parents door for the second time, "Hey guys, I just wanted to tell you that I'm gonna head out to hang with a friend. I will be back before ten. "A friend, are you talking about your girlfriend?" My mom spoke up without looking up from her phone. "Technically she's not my girlfriend, she hasn't asked my out so she's still my friend." I look down at my feet, suddenly feeling sad about this revolution. "Alright then, back by 10, and stay safe."

     I run back into my room pick up the necklace to wear it. As I wait for her call I start to over think, Why hasn't she asked me to be her girlfriend? And why did she give me that expensive necklace if she was doesn't want to be my girlfriend Is she lovebombing me? No she hasn't even told me that she love me, why hasn't she told me that I love her? I love her, fuck I love her

      Her ringing the doorbell broke me out of my thoughts. I go down to greet her at the door, walking out of my house and closing the door not letting her see in side. She pulled me into a hug by my lower back, sniffing and kissing my neck, "Mhm, I still can't get over your scent. I can't wait for graduation night." I rolls my eyes and pushed her off of me, "I don't know about graduation night anymore. I try to walk over to her car but she grabbed my wrist. "Are you ok? Did I do something?" She looked distraught and apologetic even though she didn't know what was wrong." 

     "Yeah, well no, actually I don't know. I'm just mad and mostly sad that you haven't asked me to be your girlfriend. I know we've only been on two dates but you bought me a literal 5000 dollar necklace who would do that for a girl they're 'just seeing.'" 

     I lay down my all feelings out there, feeling quite stupid after. I couldn't take take the awkwardness between us so I let go of her hand and sat in the passenger seat. She followed soon after sitting in the driver's. "Salem, I thought you were already my girlfriend and our date on Friday made it official. I'm sorry it didn't even cross my mind to ask you formally." She caressed my cheek sympathy filled her eyes. "Of course, I was just overthinking the whole thing. It's not even your fault baby. Can we go now?" I say trying y hardest to change the subject. 

     "Yeah, let's hang out at my house my mom has your Birkin ready, its gonna look so good on you." She pat my cheek before driving off, 

     The car was silent except for the Sza playing in background. I grab her hand tracing the lines on her hand. "Salem stop that tickles I need to concentrate on the road." I smile at her, knowing it annoyed her. I was so hot when she got mad at me, last time she got so mad she gripped my throat. It was only for a slight second but afterwards she felt so bad she apologized for an entire week. She was so disgusted in herself but I thought it was attractive it was the beginning of  my many dreams I had.      

     I continue to trace her hand even pinching her arm sporadically. I giggle at her annoyed face, "What are going to do about it?" I giggle some more. She sighed before retracting her hands and gripping my leg tightly, slipping her fingers between the crevice between my thighs, very close to my heat. I hitch my breath very shocked at her decision.