𝐮𝐬•𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐨

unrequited

   
－－－－－－－－❂❂❂❂❂❂❂－－－－－－－－

———9 𝓎ℯ𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝑔ℴ———
                                                                                There I was sitting on the bed thinking about Matt Sturniolo. He was all that filled my mind while I was deep in thought about a bunch of nothings.
"aliza you ready for school?"
"yeah mom I'll be down, I need to put on my shoes"
although my love for him was one sided he was all I thought about even though he was my friend. I always hoped one day he would be more than a friend.
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I was throwing on my clothes getting ready to go to school and like before I was thinking about Brooke Jenkins. She had pretty blonde hair that fell over her shoulders, she was perfect and she was everything I wished for in a girl. I made time for her more than anything and eventually was gonna make her my girlfriend soon.
I looked over my shoulder to see a picture of me and aliza, she has the biggest crush on me and I gave her mixed signals but I didn't really like her as much as I thought I did.
She could be annoying sometimes but I still hang around her to be nice.

"matt are you ready sweetie??"
"yes mom! I'm coming down."
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I'm driving to school as me and kiyomi sing to the tunes on the radio.
"BUT YOU'RE STILL YOU'RE STILL A TRAITORRRRRRRRRRRRRR" the note got higher as I sung it effortlessly in the traffic.
"ALIZA WHAT???"
I look over at a shocked kiyomi.
"you sound absolutely amazing what the hell?!!"
"welp I still got it I guess"
I look forward while smiling as the light turned green and hit the gas.
——5 minutes later
We parked in front of the school, me and kiyomi walk to the door.
We stood in the office waiting to check in.
as we left I hugged kiyomi while saying
"alright bye I'll see you later sis"
"alright bye aliza!!"
I walked to my locker and put in my combination unlocking it, reaching for my books I hear a voice.
"hey aliza"
it was matt.
"oh hey matt!"
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I see aliza taking her books out of her locker so I head over there to see what she was doing.
"oh hey matt!" she flashed a innocent smile hugging me.
"hi aliza what class do you have?"
"English what about you ?"
"me too, I have Mrs.Lainey's class"
we head towards the hall where our classes were, his class was across from mine.
"bye aliza" he flashed a smile.
"bye matt" we parted ways going into our classrooms.
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I was leaning against my locker and saw my brother head out.
"what's up bro" Chris dabs me up.
"hey Chris"
Chris moves out the way and I spot Brooke, everything around me goes silent, and it was just her.
she was absolutely stunning.
"hey matt" She smiles at me.
"hey.." I waved while staring just for Chris to pull me to the side.
"you are down badddd"
"coming from you? speaking of down bad, there is kiyomi"
"oh shut it." he says while visibly blushing.
I smiled at him who was embarrassed.
"you liked her since we had homecoming"
  "can you blame me? she is so pretty"
"awww that's so cute, but where is nick"
"mom said he had a fever this morning so he stayed home"
The bell rang after 6 minutes later and we go to class.

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me and matt had a conversation in math class about the project due next Friday.
"you can come over so we get started tomorrow."
"okay see you later matt"
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𝐰𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐡
"kiyomi are you gonna eat your lunch?"
"no matt you can have it"
I grabbed the tray with excitement.
"you hungry huh?" I looked up seeing aliza laughing at my childish actions.
"mhmm have some" I hold up the burrito up to her face and she shook her head.
I looked over to see Brooke staring into my direction.
"staring huh?"
"Chris shut up"
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"staring huh?"
"Chris shut up"
who was he staring at? I look over to trace his eyes over to the girl on the other side of the room. Brooke.
"how long have you liked her" i asked curiously.
"since last year!!" Chris blurted loud and clear. I look over at kiyomi tilting my head. There it was confirmation... I didn't have a chance with Matthew at all.
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Chris said it out loud, I look at him laughing.
"why are you so loud what the fuck?"
as we are laughing I couldn't help but notice how sad Aliza looked. Did she feel upset when I brought up Brooke?
The dismissal bell ranged and we left to go to the gym.
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"our last period lasts forever"
"bruh tell me about it, I wanna go homeeee"
we had to walk around the gym for the day.
"why does he flirt with me and like someone else?"
"girl..men are gonna always be men. That is why I love me some women" Madison said scoffing.
"he just don't know what he wants" kiyomi said looking at me.
"girl you both deserve better and plus we young, this ain't your husband or nothing" and once again Madison was right. ———————————

"matt tell her that you don't feel the same at least? you keep flirting with her."
"it would hurt her feelings nick"
"welp, you gotta deal with that then."
"fine I'll tell her, she can be annoying anyway."
"okay chill the fuck out, kiyomi will backhand the oblivion out of you about aliza"
"the way she backhanded Amelia?" I tried to hold in my laughter and we both start laughing.
"no but seriously matt tell herrr"
"Alright Nick"
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while he was thinking about her I was thinking about him
Her eyes, her hair, everything I wanted to be I stared at her picture but even if I was her, he wouldn't choose me.
"if I learned anything aliza.. you can do everything for a person and it still won't be enough"
"I know that but he still plays in my face like I won't leave him alone"
"girl leave him the hell alone and focus on yourself, we don't need a mannnn." kiyomi looked down at the caller id coming in. It nobody other than Chris.
"oop bye girl"
"bitch you just said-"
I said while laughing at her.