You are my sunshine ✴ (Mesut Özil fanfic)

I will do anything

We were sitting there, cuddling and still kissing like there's no tomorrow. I was wondering, could that last? And by that, I mean this relationship. And I was wondering again, were we on a relationship? Was I supposed to be called his boyfriend and he mine? Nothing could ruin this moment, this dream. After some minutes my phone proved me wrong. It started ringing. "Who the fuck.." I murmured. Mathieu let me free from his hug so I could answer it. "Hello?" I said a little bit angrily. It really got me that the person on the phone interrupted the moment I was waiting for some time. "Hey, it's me Sergio! Am I interrupting something?" I heard the guy on the phone say. "Umm.. Sergio not a good time right now.. It's happening.. Umm what I told you that night.." I whispered nervously. "What is happening? What do you mean? We talked about many things last night!" he said, almost surprised I could say. "Can we talk later please?" I said begging him. "Mesut are you hooking up?" He screamed surprised. "We-We'll talk.. OK..??" I told him a little bit awkwardly. "I'll wait for your call in the next 2-3 hours or else I'll call you again and I won't give a crap what you will be doing!" He screamed angrily. Wow, it was the first time I heard him so serious and angry. "Fine, fine!" I told him and I ended up the call. "Sorry.. It was Sergio.. So, where were we?" I told him and got closer to him. "I.. I don't think that's right.. What we are doing right now.. What if the others find out..?" He told me depressed. "What do you mea.. No no no!! It's absolutely right!! IT'S ABSOLUTELY RIGHT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU DAMNIT! AND YOU LOVE ME TOO BECAUSE YOU WOULDN'T KISS ME THAT LONG AND YOU WOULDN'T PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT I SAID IF YOU DIDN'T FEEL THINGS FOR ME!! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME.. GOD DAMN IT DON'T RUIN THE MOMENT!" I yelled. I couldn't let him escape from my life. That moment. That moment I had one thought on my head. That quote Sergio told me last night When you find the special one, you can't let them escape from your life, am I right Mes?. "Shh.." He said trying to calm me down. Then he gave me a quick kiss, like those ones the one person gives to their lover when they're upset. I grabbed him from his neck, there was no escape for him. That quick kiss, became longer and even longer. I laid him down on the sofa. He couldn't stop kissing me as well. I knew that he loved me. "I will always be yours and you mine, just try to keep this.. Secret." He murmured while kissing me. "I could do anything so I could have you mine. Anything!" I also murmured. Oh shit.. Please Sergio, just don't call now.